Jun 26, 2009 12:51
i have a lot of thoughts that i realized that i just don't want to share. but i'll say from the moment i heard "rock with you" i was hooked. have been for the last 30 years. "wanna be starting something" is still my happy song. "pyt" makes me sing out loud!
i'm feeling the loss a lot probably because of all the joy the guy gave me. one of my fondest memories with my grandmother was when she and i sat watching his awesome performance on Motown 25.
i just loved the guy through all the wackiness. even in recent years when i'd see him and think, 'wow, he really fucked himself up' i loved him.
i think i'm still a bit shocked. the idea that he's not "in there" anymore is really tearing me up. death is something i've never handled well.
hoping that he's found peace and self acceptance in whatever lies beyond this physical world.
michael jackson,
r.i.p.