Balls to today!
Man did today suck. I think my boyfriend and I collectively have super, extreme, horrible luck. I've been trying to get ahead..or catch up in some classes..with all my homework since it's crunch time and college teachers love cramming homework that they seemed to have forgotten down your throats. So, I've been going with my boyfriend often to his friends house outside of the busy life of Toronto so I can be secluded and do all my homework. We were going today only to have my boyfriend's car decide to crap out on us by suddenly jerking to the right while we're doing 120 km or so and make the worst noise I've ever heard from a car. Oh and it shook like a bitch too. I prayed nobody would run over my boyfriend because it figures that the shoulder is on the left and the issue was on the right, but we have no idea what it is yet and no it's not the wheel. He's a good mechanic, but since it gets dark now by 5 pm he couldn't see anything with only my cell phone light..albeit super bright. We finally got back onto the highway going at max of 80 because anything higher and the car feels like it's going to fall apart. Then we had to wait an hour and a half because tow truck drivers are incompetent and can't follow directions even with a GPS and REALLY SIMPLE locations. I don't know how "The Tim Hortons in Kennedy Commons Mall" is confusing, but apparently it is. Then it takes over an hour to get to my bf's workshop because the tow truck can't go over 80 since ya know..its pulling a car, but the driver again didn't know where to go and fucked up even with my bf being right beside him telling him exactly where to go. Oh and the GPS was there too for visual help.
We make it to his shop and call his sister to pick us up while he took out his sound system and what not since the area is not so..nice...Oh and I forgot to mention that it's butt fucking cold outside and we were definitely not prepared being how we didn't expect to be standing outside for more than 5 mins at any time. All the while I get calls from 3...THREE friggin co-workers who fail and all bailed out on taking my shift tomorrow so I could catch up on MORE of my homework. Soooo I am now trying to chill out since I finally made it back home and work a bit on my homework before going to bed and telling my manager tomorrow that I don't give a fuck about who wants their movies or what needs to be done..I'm pulling a "do nothing" shift like all the other managers have done whether it's to fight with boyfriend/family, sleep or just do fuck all and doing my gawd damn homework. My hw however moves at a snails pace because I make everything harder on myself with nifty ideas. Then there's my big video/film project that is at a stand still because a group member always argues about his "visions" and how nothing meets them and then does nothing so we end up having to re-do projects because he copies files and redoes everything the day its due. THEN there is my psycho teacher who finally got in shit for treating my friend like...well..shit...and disregarded any work he submitted just because he felt that my friend is a bad person..over nothing. He's tossing so many things at us that it's mind-boggling and I really don't want to fail his class...I'd gouge my eyes out. Then there's my 3d class and my Flash class where I'm making a full fledged website and my other Film class that's behind 3 sessions because of Monday holidays aaand then my stupid Javascript/PHP class and useless Business Writing class...and then I have to apply and go to an internship all the while trying to fit in some time into my job, which I want to leave so badly, but need money.
I almost forgot that because of stress and winter..my skin condition is going MENTAL so I'm ripping the crap out of my skin and my eyeballs hurt. My glasses and/or contacts are weak now and I'm straining my eyes, but can't afford the optometrist right now.
Man..I need to play Gears or Left 4 Dead because SOMETHING not real needs to die.
Ooops...sorry...did that make me a psycho-closet murderer just there? Go tell Jack Thompson.
P.S. Since my creativity has capped out for this semester apparently..can anybody think up a good "Designy" name for my company/website. My company being me..my portfolio..and about my work? Hahaha. The best I came up with was Shazzmin Designs (gay) and my friend gave me Aqua Pura Designs because I like blue, anything..watery related and..I design stuff. However, it sounds like a water company (according to some people), which happens to actually exist (Aqua Pura Manufacturer or something). Kay thx bye
We make it to his shop and call his sister to pick us up while he took out his sound system and what not since the area is not so..nice...Oh and I forgot to mention that it's butt fucking cold outside and we were definitely not prepared being how we didn't expect to be standing outside for more than 5 mins at any time. All the while I get calls from 3...THREE friggin co-workers who fail and all bailed out on taking my shift tomorrow so I could catch up on MORE of my homework. Soooo I am now trying to chill out since I finally made it back home and work a bit on my homework before going to bed and telling my manager tomorrow that I don't give a fuck about who wants their movies or what needs to be done..I'm pulling a "do nothing" shift like all the other managers have done whether it's to fight with boyfriend/family, sleep or just do fuck all and doing my gawd damn homework. My hw however moves at a snails pace because I make everything harder on myself with nifty ideas. Then there's my big video/film project that is at a stand still because a group member always argues about his "visions" and how nothing meets them and then does nothing so we end up having to re-do projects because he copies files and redoes everything the day its due. THEN there is my psycho teacher who finally got in shit for treating my friend like...well..shit...and disregarded any work he submitted just because he felt that my friend is a bad person..over nothing. He's tossing so many things at us that it's mind-boggling and I really don't want to fail his class...I'd gouge my eyes out. Then there's my 3d class and my Flash class where I'm making a full fledged website and my other Film class that's behind 3 sessions because of Monday holidays aaand then my stupid Javascript/PHP class and useless Business Writing class...and then I have to apply and go to an internship all the while trying to fit in some time into my job, which I want to leave so badly, but need money.
I almost forgot that because of stress and winter..my skin condition is going MENTAL so I'm ripping the crap out of my skin and my eyeballs hurt. My glasses and/or contacts are weak now and I'm straining my eyes, but can't afford the optometrist right now.
Man..I need to play Gears or Left 4 Dead because SOMETHING not real needs to die.
Ooops...sorry...did that make me a psycho-closet murderer just there? Go tell Jack Thompson.
P.S. Since my creativity has capped out for this semester apparently..can anybody think up a good "Designy" name for my company/website. My company being me..my portfolio..and about my work? Hahaha. The best I came up with was Shazzmin Designs (gay) and my friend gave me Aqua Pura Designs because I like blue, anything..watery related and..I design stuff. However, it sounds like a water company (according to some people), which happens to actually exist (Aqua Pura Manufacturer or something). Kay thx bye