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Vegas seems to be a no go. Mom guilt tripped me into not going =/ I told her from the beginning that if no one was able to go with me, I WOULD go alone because I want to that badly. I've only waited since I was 10 years old to go. I was very close to going when I was in New York 5 years ago, but because I was with family and they didn't want to go, and there was only one seat left, I couldn't. But with our family vacation next month, she's all telling me to save money. I could easily do that Vegas trip by myself, I have the money. But she throws the "selfish" card at me that I get to go have fun while everyone else is struggling for money and I just got back from Texas.
It sounds like we aren't going to be doing Disneyland when we go either, so another reason why I really, really, really want to make a quick trip to Vegas and see Lion King. Then I'm confused cause Dad had both of his employees that he temporarily laid off working yesterday and today o.o And I'm working 40-weeks again, so why is it that we are still poor/struggling/suffering against the economy? idk Either way, I'm upset that I've missed an opportunity to see that blasted Broadway play. Again.
Mom talks to me like I don't know what disappointment is, or when plans don't fall through. There are several things I've wanted to do throughout my life that I couldn't afford to do, or able to do. I KNOW what it's like. But that does not make TLK and Disneyland any easier to not be upset about not being able to do since the possibility for both was very strong. I didn't get to go to DL because it was just going to be Jess and I, and cost me a lot more, and I said I wouldn't be down about it since I'd be going in September, and being told that we'll be lucky if we survive to eat on our trip... it's very discouraging.
Also, lightening is not cool. I know a lot of people like it, but I don't. Why? Because it sets the mountains next to me on fire. I live on the benches of a mountain, it's unsettling to see flames come over the point of the mountain. Now the air is all gross, and my allergies aren't happy. Loosing my home and my belongings in a fire is a fear of mine. I really need to take inventory on all my possessions for that very reason.
Tomorrow I will be going to a prisma pencil class in A.F. This is the first one they've had since I did it like... three or four years ago? Originally the whole class was going to be working on the same project, but not enough people registered, so now it's a Bring Your Own Project and the instructor will give you tips. Since the subject WAS animal projects, I'll get out a sketch tonight and have that to work on. May hang out with Katie afterwards.
I read some BOOOOOOOOOOOOSTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH last night. Ya know, I just might have to get a Booster action figure and take him to the SIZZLAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!