once again
so here i am once again.
trying to write regularly again. i need to get everything out in order to move on. in order to graduate - just not from college but from an old life i let cling to me for way too long. i am a person afraid of change - who hates things to stay the same for too long. i am a person who hates when others don't like her - when im not sure i like myself.
so all this writing should let me...heal
and let go
and get it written down.
and not just for me.
for the people i know and love now who never got to see the michele who was warm, dedicated and loving.
the girl who thought the world held so much beauty and promise.
and anyway-
i just miss writing!
trying to write regularly again. i need to get everything out in order to move on. in order to graduate - just not from college but from an old life i let cling to me for way too long. i am a person afraid of change - who hates things to stay the same for too long. i am a person who hates when others don't like her - when im not sure i like myself.
so all this writing should let me...heal
and let go
and get it written down.
and not just for me.
for the people i know and love now who never got to see the michele who was warm, dedicated and loving.
the girl who thought the world held so much beauty and promise.
and anyway-
i just miss writing!