the future of stephanie is no future

Apr 03, 2005 14:17

Josh concerning a withdrawing ncf student---->

newbattleground: she wants an easier college experience
newbattleground: shes into ..getting trashed and going dancing and all that stuff that new college kids really arent about
strangerthought: i like getting trashed and going dancing
strangerthought: mer
newbattleground: i'm sure that the lack of attractive guys doesnt help either
strangerthought: lack of attractive guys!
newbattleground: yea girl/guy ratio is like 2 to 1
newbattleground: half those guys are gay
strangerthought: sghivosidn
newbattleground: and most are computer nerds

I am making a huge mistake. I know it. I cannot survive in a place like New College. It may sound cheap, but though I will receive a great education... I cannot function without a social life. I am an extremely outgoing person. And I like my men. What is college without getting trashed and getting men? Answer: New College.

And I have no second choice. I really do not like any other school. There is no second choice. The time approaches and I realize I have made a HUGE MISTAKE. I do not want to go to Florida, yet that is most likely where I will end up, after transferring like so many others.
I HAVE MADE A HUGE MISTAKE THAT WILL COST ME MY FUTURE. Now I only wish I had listened to my parents, and investigated other options more carefully, possibly applied to other institutions. I do not believe there is a place for me anywhere. And I am

SO INCREDIBLY AFRAID.

With a sense of dread,

Stephanie
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