whats it been...almost three months now?
Yeah, long time huh? Well I've had stuff happening and eventhough that isn't a good excuse just wait until you're in my postition someday and then you'll understand. I'm out of the hospital finally. Thats exciting news to say the least. I've been out for about a week and a half now. But last week was pretty hard. I Had to be in the hospital for a whole week because of that c-section. I had an "episode" they say. I guess I had a non-epiliptic seizure really. I'm just lucky that nothing happened to the baby. I had been feeding him around four thursday morning(the day I was supposed to go home), when the nurse left I was fine, talking to her and everything. Then I guess I laid the baby down on the bed, the nurse heard a clatter and came running in to fine me on the floor flailing. I actually don't remember any of it. The last thing I remember was seeing dad and John come that night to see me. And I was disappointed because they came so late that they couldn't stay very long. I have no memory of thursday, they tell me I was asleep all day still kinda moaning and flailing a bit, I remember standing up on friday because I had to go to the bathroom and no one was there to help me...apparently I also pulled out all my IV's in that process but I don't remember that part. And on Saturday I remember eating two cubes of lemon jello (yuck) and then at like 11 that night they finally moved me out of the critical care unit and put me back in a regular room. Next to the one I had been in before my "episode". Crazy huh? Well that looks like all the update I'm gonna get in for now. Kaiden is crying. Laters!