i sooo look just like the guitarist/singer of the awesome band dissection lol

also merrry x-mas!!!

getting fucked over by people whom you think you can trust isn't all that fun...lemme just let you all know...my days of putting my neck on the line only to not get what i desire (and by desire i mean what i rightfully deserve)are over!...any1 from now on who fucks with my trust is gonna get it...and by "it" i mean i fork thrugh the eyes...fuck you ( Read more... )

i really am a "metal scholar"!!!

...and i'm funny too

well yeah, i guess i do have an inferiority complex and i'm a worthless piece of shit who deserves to be 6 feet under the ground instead of 5'9" above it...fuck.

ask and i'll explain...but for now...i'm gonna go to work only to (with my luck) get paid and have no friends left to help me spend my money "lol" :-/

Buried By Time And Dust ( Read more... )

a friend of mine invented this little quote...and i'm gonna steal it :-D

"there's a thin line between creativity and insanity...i erased that line"

thanks, diana for being so fucking awesome!

"Aeons ago... The legends tell we rode onward...
Led astray... By the Northern Chaos Gods...
One by one, by the northern tribe you fall
One by one..die by the strongest of them all
Still theres only greatness... Sung to those who fell...
Who battled strong, to win these wars...
One by one... We took your lives..."
---Immortal- "One By One..."

i wish...instead i'm so bored that i think i'm gonna re-string my old guitar just to fucking pass time :-/

back on my feet...i think i felt worse (last entry) then i should have...but either way i'm okay now despite certian things pertaining to school and my current job (or lack thereof) situation...

what occured yesterday left me so devistated and sad that i don't even think i can move...let alone function.

my tear ducts are off (i haven't turned them on yet) but in my mind i can't stop crying...

at least i'm back on my meds.