Still depressed
Haven't written in far too long. Been in the grip of depression again. Not good. Still there, but getting better, I hope. I just seem to have no "oomph" no drive. Going to try to force myself to snap out of it, though. Going to see Dr. M on Friday and hoping that we'll try a new anti-depressant or something. Maybe something to sleep as well...I haven't had a good night sleep in over a month. I have Ambien, but it does nothing for me. It helps me fall asleep (after like 2 hours) but it doesn't keep me asleep.
On a slightly happier note, the stuff from the "slumber party" we had a few weeks ago came today. You were right, by the way, Kara...glass makes for a yummy toy. I can't wait to try it with the "fantasy bondage tape" that I ordered... I'm trying so hard to find a way to reconnect on a physical level with TJ...it's been far too long since we've "been close"...LOL