Realizations
Lately I have been thinking about everyone and how quickly we are all growing up. Junior year is pretty much half over and senior year is not very far away anymore. Growing up is scary and in all honesty I am very nervous about what is in store for the future. I know everyone always talks about wanting to get out of their parents houses and being on their own but in reality all they really want is to be able to make thier own rules and have some privacy. Yes I'll admit that I want to make my own rules and have more privacy than I do right now but I'll also admit that I'm really nervous about moving out of my house. I know that I still have a long time to wait before I have to but the thing is that this year came and is going by pretty quick, so whose to say next year won't do the same thing. Another thing that is really scary is the thoughts about having to look for colleges and the fear of rejection. I know whereI want to go to colelge but I also haven't looked at any colleges yet I just have an idea. What if when I apply there I get rejected? I know that I shouldn't be worried about all this now, only half-way through Junior year but I'm sure there are people my age who are nervous like I am too. I have also been thinking about people getting their lisences. It seemed so far away for everyone my age to get their lisences but now there are so many people who already have their lisences. I mean no its nnot the biggest deal in the world but it kinda is. I mean since I was born late in the year and then moved up a grade I won't be getting my lisence as soon as everyone anyways but I still have grown up with these people and everyone is just so old all of a sudden. I guess that growing up is good but its also really sad.