Feb 13, 2010 00:20
I am in that neutral space between completely abysmal and amazingly good. I can't seem to decide which one is more suitable for the way I'm feeling. Writer's block has finally stopped, and I'm in the process of working on chapter 3 of my fic. We are having a party right now, and I am a little tipsy. I no longer drink hard liquor because of recent bad experiences but i have had four Smirnoff Ices and one Mike's Hard Lemonade. I am working on my second one of those, lolz. Soon, I might even stop drinking even these kinds of drinks. I haven't decided yet. Sometimes it's fun, sometimes it's not.
I can't stop thinking about the fact that I'm just the most unsocial, most walled-off person I know. There are ten people here and they're all playing video games together, and I am here in the corner not being spoken to and posting on here because no one even notices that I'm in here. Oh well. I don't feel like being eloquent today, so this entry will have to do. I will be back in the morning to post again.