Leave the rest at arms length...
So today's been an okay day. Old roommates came to visit again and it was fun. I've just been tired all day, even though I slept 9 hours. I have no idea why. Hmm. My tax check should be here Tuesday, so that's nice. My PS2 died today :(. I just got my favorite game for it back and now it dies. I have to buy a new one on Tuesday. Also I get to order my computer on Tuesday! Am excited about having my own laptop again.
Frenzied, flakes fall past my windows. In such a hurry to hit the ground. It's kind of morbid, don't you think? Drifting quickly to the ground only to be trampled on underfoot. Masochism at its best. Everything's a blur on days like this. Bright, too bright to look out the window. Pull the curtains shut and sit in the dark because the light is just too much. It hurts my head. Most things do these days, but sunlight most of all. I like the night, darkness, stars illuminating the sky in patterned beauty, moon casting a shadow even in the darkness. Everything is more secret, more silent, at night. I feel untouchable, even walking alone in the dark. Like nothing could ever hurt me (everything can hurt me). And these are the kind of thoughts that run through my head; chasing my shadow, and if only I could catch up we'd be one and it would be alright again. I'd be fine. I want to grab her, my shadow. Wrap her up inside me and never let her go. A part of me just like breathing. Weird, right?
And so I leave you with this (ignore the video, lolz, just the song):
Frenzied, flakes fall past my windows. In such a hurry to hit the ground. It's kind of morbid, don't you think? Drifting quickly to the ground only to be trampled on underfoot. Masochism at its best. Everything's a blur on days like this. Bright, too bright to look out the window. Pull the curtains shut and sit in the dark because the light is just too much. It hurts my head. Most things do these days, but sunlight most of all. I like the night, darkness, stars illuminating the sky in patterned beauty, moon casting a shadow even in the darkness. Everything is more secret, more silent, at night. I feel untouchable, even walking alone in the dark. Like nothing could ever hurt me (everything can hurt me). And these are the kind of thoughts that run through my head; chasing my shadow, and if only I could catch up we'd be one and it would be alright again. I'd be fine. I want to grab her, my shadow. Wrap her up inside me and never let her go. A part of me just like breathing. Weird, right?
And so I leave you with this (ignore the video, lolz, just the song):
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