i overheard that you were unhappy too...
Joshua Carter Jones.
My best friend.My World.My Select one.
and without you.. i wasn't right.i wasn't fine.
we're fine again...we can't not be fine...because neither one of us can take 'not fine.'
you're the only boy i love in my life.
i love you more then i've ever loved anyone or anything in this universe.
these past two days were so hard.
not speaking to you.
not hugging you.
not <3'ing you.
you're what keeps me going.
you're the one key thing i need in this world.
i broke your heart.
you broke mine.
but we're fixed now.
the worst is over.
it felt as if the world had lost its sway.
you're always going to be number one in my life.
i don't ever want anything to come between us again... ever.
i'm sorry for it all.
i'm glad we got through this.
it just goes to show
that we can make it through anything.
and we'll always make it through anything.
you don't know how excited i am to see you tomorrow.
i just might burst into tears when i see you.
i never want to lose you again.
i just can't.
i love you more then words can say.
i love you more then actions can show.
i love you more then anyone could love anything.
i love you so much josh jones.
never forget that...
never, ever forget that.
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <33333333333333333333333 xETERNITY.
To the only boy i love..if i could move i know it would only be to crawl to you..and we're supposed to try and be real but we're not together and i feel alone and that is real..."perfect" didn't feel so perfect anymore...not without you..because i can't have "perfect" without you...my world crumbles when you are not near...my world shatters....i don't think i could face another day without you...there will never be a need for reminding because you're still all that matters to me...you always will be...so let's start out by starting over...i wish i could say that it's not because of you but it's all because of you and you're heart was a place where i wasn't...i felt alone...i felt like i wasn't me...i'm not "me" without you...there's no such thing & if happiness came in a solid form...you'd be my source.
i <3 you forever josh jones.
i'm so glad you're my best friend.
you'll never lose me...never.
<3.