remember...please say you'll remember..
don't understand anything about this...I don't understand the words we said...or better yet, the words we didn't say...i don't understand how we can sit close enough to hear eachother breathe for two hours and not speak one word to eachother...and act as if we never knew eachother..i don't understand why things are changing...and don't try to tell me they're not changing, because the are in fact changing for the worst....i grew so dependent on you and the love and friendship you gave me that now i'm not sure what to do or where to go...you're the one person who can look at my face and know exactly what i'm thinking...you're the one person i can tell absoluetly anything, and i do mean anything...i feel so lost right now....i feel like a whole big chunk of my heart has been ripped out and been thrown in the lost & found....i don't understand any of this....you don't deserve this...i don't deserve this...WE don't deserve this....you were always my best friend...my other half...just don't forget how much i loved you...how much i love you....
"Well sooner or later this cold..it's gonna break so our hands will be warm again...."
"Let's just forget
everything said
and everything we did
best friends, better halves, goodbyes
not to be
overly dramatic
i just think it's best
cause you can't miss what you forget
so let's just pretend
everything and anything
between you and me
was never meant..."
So i guess you think she's "Great"....Well Ms. Great sure did Fuck things up for us didn't she....
Oh God...I shouldn't feel this way...No.