Apr 05, 2007 19:18
Since when has this teeter tottering on the edge become normal to me. I realize that this is a place that everyone, with no exceptions must thrust themselves into to acquire true, undeniable, strength. Its a place for only the cold only the strong to exist and hone their mind through the continual realization of reality itself. Its looking a shooting and saying "this is horrible, I have no power againist this and can't afford to sped the time to change this from happening, so lets move on." it's making a mistake again.... and again.... and again.... and not allowing yourself forgiveness or self pity and loathing, or anytype of feeling until you learn to stop making it happen.It's acting without hesitation to protect what is of value to you. it's looking at everything you've done and intend to do and refining it into a series of events leading to a single goal, an idea to be brought into reality. This is what the strong exist for.
Only the strong may bring about a change from an idea. Only the hard, only the strong. I wonder when I have began to think in this way. In reality. I realize that the reason that people usually are'nt in this mental state are those that are satisfied with the idea of this fake world. They are alright with being told everything to think and being controlled for the benefit of capitalism. This is fine. Some people are alright with this and I on many occasions lived in that world. It just felt to fake to stay on that side of it knowing what I know.
That the strong are those that have it the hardest but they are those that benifit and hurt the masses. It is these people that are high on the social ladder. Why is it like this. I think it's because being controlled is easier then a world that has infinite possiblity. In the world of the strong, sometimes you really have to accept your own helplessness againist things. Being strong is rationallity with an idea to work torwards. It's accepting that the world can go to hell tommorrow, or you could go and the world would never notice. It's taking the bad with the good as the same entity. This is strength.