My biggest enemy...
I use ... alot, heh. I suppose I have alot of quirks that make me not seem like myself when I don't do them. Lifes like that though, everything is changing. My reflexes are being honed more and I'm currently doing body training on the side. for myself. Next year with enough time I'd like to take taekwondo and maybe some taichi if I can find a decent studio. Work sucks, school is school. I'm setting up a stepmania game on my pc again adn I am never ever deleting it. I'm not even done yet and I have 56 mixes of various urban, foreign, rock, and dance music. Other than that I'd like to say that I'll be making a small career out of web design for now. (1 and hopefully going on 2 firm jobs is a career. Especially at 19 years old.
Now just to keep my ass out of shit, and alive until I start making real profit. That and well... life is good. My biggest enemy from now on will be myself. I feel in control of myself now more than ever before, and being with jasmine is a godsend. Because she is what drove me to do it. She just does everything without prompting. We've been through some hard times but things are really great. I was able to have her see my nana and age's mom (whom I talk to about jasmine alot). That went over well. I think that everyone has someone out there for them, just as nutty as they are, that knows what really can make you happy, and does it, and you would do the same for them. Someone that you can just be yourself with and be your peace. Jasmine is that for me. We will change but, I think we can make it through everything.
Well thats all to say for now. How are you guys?
Now just to keep my ass out of shit, and alive until I start making real profit. That and well... life is good. My biggest enemy from now on will be myself. I feel in control of myself now more than ever before, and being with jasmine is a godsend. Because she is what drove me to do it. She just does everything without prompting. We've been through some hard times but things are really great. I was able to have her see my nana and age's mom (whom I talk to about jasmine alot). That went over well. I think that everyone has someone out there for them, just as nutty as they are, that knows what really can make you happy, and does it, and you would do the same for them. Someone that you can just be yourself with and be your peace. Jasmine is that for me. We will change but, I think we can make it through everything.
Well thats all to say for now. How are you guys?