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i havent updated in awhile because i got in trouble for not going to class and if i keep skipping i have to go to court . ah so sadly i guess im going to class. i almost made it to all my classes today except for 4th period i thought i would start frest next week since i didnt go at all this week and 7th period i walked in and sat down then decided i didnt want to be there so i got up and left.
so me and meagan ended. really sucks i let myself go i let myself get to attached to her, and now im left hurt. i dont even believe her reason for it ending which was ... i dont want a relationship right now. which is why i see her already in the halls holding hands and kissing and she is all standing up for her. which is sad. damn i didnt realize how much i got attached to her, how much i had let myself go, sucks oh well my fault, everyone was trying to make me feel better then today in class it was just me and some chich developing our film then she decided to come in and ask me if i was ok and give me never ending hugs i guess to make me feel more like shit because it worked. then our "Over And Over"
(feat. Tim McGraw)
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause it’s all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it yeah I can’t shake it
Nooo
I can’t wait to see you
Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes
That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes
And it’s a shame that we got to spend our time
Being mad about the same things
Over and over again
About the same things
Over and over again
Ohh
But I think she’s leaving
Ooh man she’s leaving
I don’t know what else to do
(I Can’t go on not loving you)
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again yeah
And I can’t take it yeah I can’t shake it
Nooo
I remember the day you left
I remember the last breath you took right in front of me
When you said that u would leave
I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything
But I see clearly now
And this choice I made keep playing in my head
Over and over again
Playing my head
Over and over again
Ohh
I think she’s leaving
Ooh man she’s leaving
I don’t know what else to do
(I Can’t go on not loving you)
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it I can’t shake it
Nooo
(Now that I’ve realized that I’m going down
From all this pain you’ve put me through
Every time I close my eyes I lock it down oh
I can’t go on not loving you)
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it I can’t shake it
Nooo
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it I can’t shake it
Nooo
Over and Over again
Over and Over again
Cause it’s all in my head
came on and it made it worse and she kept hugging me and it made me miss her more i guess. but when i saw her with that chick i realized that maybe i shouldnt be so sad shes already moving on so whats wrong with me. oh well... it still hurts real bad.
that song is just about exactally explains me and her. sucks wow. fuck.
im starting to talk to johnathan a lot more. i think im gonna see him tomorrow. hopefully everything will work out.
jimmy is sweet. he told me good luck on finding another girl or man, and everytime he saw me he would stand there and hug me and ask me if im ok. aww so sweet.
i hope i dont have to work sunday. i hate working
im going to sleep now. tired. long day. suck ass day. now ending.
so me and meagan ended. really sucks i let myself go i let myself get to attached to her, and now im left hurt. i dont even believe her reason for it ending which was ... i dont want a relationship right now. which is why i see her already in the halls holding hands and kissing and she is all standing up for her. which is sad. damn i didnt realize how much i got attached to her, how much i had let myself go, sucks oh well my fault, everyone was trying to make me feel better then today in class it was just me and some chich developing our film then she decided to come in and ask me if i was ok and give me never ending hugs i guess to make me feel more like shit because it worked. then our "Over And Over"
(feat. Tim McGraw)
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause it’s all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it yeah I can’t shake it
Nooo
I can’t wait to see you
Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes
That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes
And it’s a shame that we got to spend our time
Being mad about the same things
Over and over again
About the same things
Over and over again
Ohh
But I think she’s leaving
Ooh man she’s leaving
I don’t know what else to do
(I Can’t go on not loving you)
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again yeah
And I can’t take it yeah I can’t shake it
Nooo
I remember the day you left
I remember the last breath you took right in front of me
When you said that u would leave
I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything
But I see clearly now
And this choice I made keep playing in my head
Over and over again
Playing my head
Over and over again
Ohh
I think she’s leaving
Ooh man she’s leaving
I don’t know what else to do
(I Can’t go on not loving you)
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it I can’t shake it
Nooo
(Now that I’ve realized that I’m going down
From all this pain you’ve put me through
Every time I close my eyes I lock it down oh
I can’t go on not loving you)
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it I can’t shake it
Nooo
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it I can’t shake it
Nooo
Over and Over again
Over and Over again
Cause it’s all in my head
came on and it made it worse and she kept hugging me and it made me miss her more i guess. but when i saw her with that chick i realized that maybe i shouldnt be so sad shes already moving on so whats wrong with me. oh well... it still hurts real bad.
that song is just about exactally explains me and her. sucks wow. fuck.
im starting to talk to johnathan a lot more. i think im gonna see him tomorrow. hopefully everything will work out.
jimmy is sweet. he told me good luck on finding another girl or man, and everytime he saw me he would stand there and hug me and ask me if im ok. aww so sweet.
i hope i dont have to work sunday. i hate working
im going to sleep now. tired. long day. suck ass day. now ending.