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ive been dying away at school. i hate school i dont even go to my classes any more i just sit in the bathroom with meagan. me and ryan got in a argument because he thinks i got mad at him for not wanting to go to the haunted house, but i got mad at him for not telling me sooner and waiting forever to tell me when all along he knew he didnt want to go. i guess he thought i was diffrent them most girls but maybe is changing his mind since he claims i got mad at saying no and i used a sad face emotion. dont know. confused. trying not to give a shit.
im starting to question if i should stay in this venturing thing or not since i cant even walk up the stairs at school i dont see how im going to be able to walk miles and go camping and do all this other shit and call people and tell them about the camping stuff. so im not sure if i will stay in that or not. i cant leave valerie in it by herself im the one who wanted her to be in there with me and she likes being in it so i dont know.
meagan is awesome really fucking awesome. even though some things i start to question i realize that she does try and dosent mean to do those things and she is trying to do some things for me. so i love her for that.
valerie is beautiful says some guy at school. aww valerie, someone has a crush on you. makes me smile.
i had to go to matts house to tell him to stop showing the video that was harder than i thought it would be.
i saved some girl today while sitting in the restroom with meagan. she had no toliet paper and there was none in any of the stalls and no napkins and we had no paper so she really needed toliet paper for personal reasons so i ran to the other restroom to get her toliet paper than brought her back half the role. haha good times. it was hard to try not to get caught running down the hall with lots of toliet paper.
i have to go to all my classes tomorrow since my 7th period teacher called since i have only been once this week.
i dont know whats up with johnathan. we seem to argue to much or i call him and he never answers or he calls me and i never answer. the anniversary was oct. 18 we didnt even talk for 10 min on that day. it was sad. i left my skirt and cd player in meagans backpack. aww so sad now i have no music on my adventure to school i will actually have to sit there and listen to everyone talk about shit.
this MATCHBOOK ROMANCE LYRICS
"Promise"
What would you say if I asked you not to go
To forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
Would you take my hand and never let me go
Promise me you'll never let me go
And now the stars aren't out tonight,
But neither are we to look up at them
Why does hello feel like goodbye?
These memories can't replace,
These wishes I wished and dreams I chased
Take this broken heart and make it right
I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy
I never thought I'd be the one to say
Please don't, well please don't leave me
I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy
makes me lay there and think forever. someone told me thats how they feel about me and then i realized thats how i feel about someone.
meagan is awesome. once again awesome. to bad shes always in trouble and cant ever go anywere. makes me sad. but she is awesome.
im sorry ryan that your mad at me.
im starting to question if i should stay in this venturing thing or not since i cant even walk up the stairs at school i dont see how im going to be able to walk miles and go camping and do all this other shit and call people and tell them about the camping stuff. so im not sure if i will stay in that or not. i cant leave valerie in it by herself im the one who wanted her to be in there with me and she likes being in it so i dont know.
meagan is awesome really fucking awesome. even though some things i start to question i realize that she does try and dosent mean to do those things and she is trying to do some things for me. so i love her for that.
valerie is beautiful says some guy at school. aww valerie, someone has a crush on you. makes me smile.
i had to go to matts house to tell him to stop showing the video that was harder than i thought it would be.
i saved some girl today while sitting in the restroom with meagan. she had no toliet paper and there was none in any of the stalls and no napkins and we had no paper so she really needed toliet paper for personal reasons so i ran to the other restroom to get her toliet paper than brought her back half the role. haha good times. it was hard to try not to get caught running down the hall with lots of toliet paper.
i have to go to all my classes tomorrow since my 7th period teacher called since i have only been once this week.
i dont know whats up with johnathan. we seem to argue to much or i call him and he never answers or he calls me and i never answer. the anniversary was oct. 18 we didnt even talk for 10 min on that day. it was sad. i left my skirt and cd player in meagans backpack. aww so sad now i have no music on my adventure to school i will actually have to sit there and listen to everyone talk about shit.
this MATCHBOOK ROMANCE LYRICS
"Promise"
What would you say if I asked you not to go
To forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
Would you take my hand and never let me go
Promise me you'll never let me go
And now the stars aren't out tonight,
But neither are we to look up at them
Why does hello feel like goodbye?
These memories can't replace,
These wishes I wished and dreams I chased
Take this broken heart and make it right
I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy
I never thought I'd be the one to say
Please don't, well please don't leave me
I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy
makes me lay there and think forever. someone told me thats how they feel about me and then i realized thats how i feel about someone.
meagan is awesome. once again awesome. to bad shes always in trouble and cant ever go anywere. makes me sad. but she is awesome.
im sorry ryan that your mad at me.