You hold the light that's been leading me back home
You know there's some things in life that make you realize whats really important or otherwise.
Our shows this weekend were great. Got paid really well and had some crazy times, but other than that there was a moment that I won't forget for a long time. On the way home I was told about a friend of mines good friend that got killed in a car accident. Now i've heard such things before from other people, but what I was told was everything leading up to the accident. The details about the person, the relationship they had was un-real. He told me a perfect circle song was played at his friends funeral while he was at the casket holding his hand. At that point I really could'nt take it,the tears crept up on my faster than I realized, then I started to think about other friends of mine that have made bad life choices and got me thinking that they could end up in the same position. To say I care for my friends is'nt really enough. I may act like alot of the people in my life don't matter but they do, and if anyone ended up like that I don't know what I would do.
It must of been a life changing experiance or what. I really don't know, I don't think i've figured it out yet. But it was humbling to say the least.
I did have a lot of fun at these shows though. Makes me feel better about my decision. This summer is gonna be busy with band related activities for sure, but that's how I want it. Going out of state to play will bring much adventure as well. I really can't wait. I'm looking forward to alot more than I was.....
Sorry it's so long, but I had to say these things.
Our shows this weekend were great. Got paid really well and had some crazy times, but other than that there was a moment that I won't forget for a long time. On the way home I was told about a friend of mines good friend that got killed in a car accident. Now i've heard such things before from other people, but what I was told was everything leading up to the accident. The details about the person, the relationship they had was un-real. He told me a perfect circle song was played at his friends funeral while he was at the casket holding his hand. At that point I really could'nt take it,the tears crept up on my faster than I realized, then I started to think about other friends of mine that have made bad life choices and got me thinking that they could end up in the same position. To say I care for my friends is'nt really enough. I may act like alot of the people in my life don't matter but they do, and if anyone ended up like that I don't know what I would do.
It must of been a life changing experiance or what. I really don't know, I don't think i've figured it out yet. But it was humbling to say the least.
I did have a lot of fun at these shows though. Makes me feel better about my decision. This summer is gonna be busy with band related activities for sure, but that's how I want it. Going out of state to play will bring much adventure as well. I really can't wait. I'm looking forward to alot more than I was.....
Sorry it's so long, but I had to say these things.