TO MUCH TO HANDLE
today was a day that i dont think i will forget for a long time i seen one of my friends cry i mean i have never seen her cry and i felt like it was my fault she told me it wasnt but i know that she has a boyfriend and that we used to hang out and stuff but i need to realize to let go and just wait until we have time i guess i really just miss her especially the dumb little 5 min car rides lol as long as we spent time together thats all that matters. so i noticed that my friends are dropping but i seriously want to change that i want to just get everyone together and make it like it used to be i mean i know it wont happen but at least i can think like that. to ashley i soooo sorry for what u are going through. to tricia i am sorry for calling u pissy i just thought we were close enough friends that it wouldnt bother us. to megan i am sorry for not even calling you. to kevin i am sorry for never thanking you on how much u had helped me. to colleen i am sorry for everything i guess it was just hard for me to hear that. to molly i am sorry for not calling u as much as i want to. to kristin i am sorry for not being there when u and pete broke up i guess i was selfish. to danielle i am sorry for judging you u are such a awesome person and i am glad to have met you . to minnie i am sorry for never calling you i know i should of. to dirk i am so sorry for not keeping in touch i know i should but i guess i feel like it wouldnt go anywhere and to anyone else i am sorry and please forgive and just try to move on