kiss me deadly

Jul 15, 2002 09:59

I've been staring at this fucking box for about an hour now trying to formulate thoughts into words. Words you can all understand and relate to. I doubt I'll reach that goal though. If you don't want to try and understand the things going on in my head, you can just look at pictures from a show ( Read more... )

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ex_monica_ke327 July 15 2002, 10:14:56 UTC
I don't think I can respond with words that make sense, but hell why not give it a whirl - nothing's ever that simple anyway, right?

All this time I'd been thinking that you had wanted to break it off just as I had wanted to. Maybe that's what made it easier for me to just leave and not call you anymore, even though sometimes I held the phone in my hand for twenty minutes, weighing pros and cons.

The only other thing I can say is I miss you. Because it's the only thing that's clear to me right now. It's the only thing I can say without making myself look like an ass.

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shane_w July 15 2002, 10:23:16 UTC
I didn't want to confuse you. I didn't want to hold you back from something that you wanted. You were so important to me. You still are. I want to see you happy and if you weren't getting that with me, I was willing to let you go until you found the happiness you truly desired.

I miss you too. You could never sound like an ass, baby. I wish you wouldn't say things like that. But, again, I'm brought back to this question. Where do we go from here?

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ex_monica_ke327 July 15 2002, 10:28:29 UTC
How am I supposed to go about answering that.

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shane_w July 15 2002, 10:29:54 UTC
You be honest with yourself and me.

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s_m_gellar July 15 2002, 11:00:13 UTC
haha your name is shannon

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shane_w July 15 2002, 11:08:07 UTC
So I've been told.

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s_m_gellar July 15 2002, 11:09:48 UTC
will you wear a dress for me

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shane_w July 15 2002, 11:12:15 UTC
Will you paint my fingernails pink?

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lauren_german July 15 2002, 12:55:24 UTC
Isn't attraction just so confusing.

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shane_w July 15 2002, 13:00:52 UTC
That it is.

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ex_topher_gr730 July 15 2002, 13:33:57 UTC
haha you are watching bet.

but i've been meaning to tell you what a killer show you had on friday. your band kicks some serious ass.

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shane_w July 15 2002, 13:37:24 UTC
I'm down with the hip shizzit, Dirty.

We kick ass? Think they'd play us on BET?

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jamie_king July 15 2002, 18:57:26 UTC
What?!?! you cleaned your room... I'm shocked. Poor boy, are you ok! ;)
Well at least its healthier than what I do, which is eat a pint or two of Ice cream.

hehe Shannon, I love it!

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