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i just read tanyas entry and it made me cry. its just the same crap weve been dealing with together since we were little girls. and now at 17 we know the real truth to things and see why you shouldnt do things. her aunts and cousins are junkies and their treating one of my favs of her cousins like crap. ashley is a good kid. ive known her since she was a baby and i just cant understand why theyd wanna treat her like shit. the other thing thats effecting the 2 of us is the problem with her dads smoking.
the man has been smoking since we were little. the problem is he has the lungs of a 100 yr old person. thats what all the smoking is doing to him. hell have coughin fits that last for a good 10 mins. his face turns beat red and he cant breath. yet he refuses to quit. my aunt was like this when i was a little girl. she had pieces of her lungs taken out and everything because she got cancer in them. now she has emphazima and has to live wiht my aunt and unc because she basically can function on her own. she sits there and watches tv and sleeps all day and night because shes so weak. shes basically dying very slowly and painfully. it just hurts me inside so much and when i go over there i only peak my head in to say hi i cant even stay in there anymore.i get so emotional over it. but its something i cant help. that woman waas like my 2nd mom when i was a little girl i dont understand how shes the way she is now.
tanya and i have seen 2 ppl die from cancer. her nana and katelyns dad. we dont wanna see 2 more ppl go thru the same pains. it just hurts so bad. the 2 of us just want her dad to quit. he wont. i gotta go shower and relax. leave comments if u feel like it. bye loves
the man has been smoking since we were little. the problem is he has the lungs of a 100 yr old person. thats what all the smoking is doing to him. hell have coughin fits that last for a good 10 mins. his face turns beat red and he cant breath. yet he refuses to quit. my aunt was like this when i was a little girl. she had pieces of her lungs taken out and everything because she got cancer in them. now she has emphazima and has to live wiht my aunt and unc because she basically can function on her own. she sits there and watches tv and sleeps all day and night because shes so weak. shes basically dying very slowly and painfully. it just hurts me inside so much and when i go over there i only peak my head in to say hi i cant even stay in there anymore.i get so emotional over it. but its something i cant help. that woman waas like my 2nd mom when i was a little girl i dont understand how shes the way she is now.
tanya and i have seen 2 ppl die from cancer. her nana and katelyns dad. we dont wanna see 2 more ppl go thru the same pains. it just hurts so bad. the 2 of us just want her dad to quit. he wont. i gotta go shower and relax. leave comments if u feel like it. bye loves