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i think i got a ear infection from too much pool. im not sure how tho cuz ricky hasnt gotten one yet and hes the one who always gets those kinda things. I hope thats not what it is tho cuz usually ill get one and it will go away and then a week or 2 later ill get another one:( owell such is life. i think aprils gunna make chris go back on his meds and i hope she does too. hes off the wall so much lately. last night he was like outrageously annoying he was so hyper. i think thats his reason for his phsyco fits too. cuz hes so wound up that his hyperness turns into anger??? either way then he goes nuts. i got the bruise to prove that and ricks prob got plenty of those. owell i just filled out a application to jordans so me and jessy may both be working there:) then i can finally go and get my licence and have my insurence money and ill b able to drive to chris' instead of him having to drive me all the time:) mayb ill do it w/out tellin him in doing it. then someday ill show up in my lime green buggy and to TOOT TOOT:-P hell b like WHAT ARE U DOING THIS IS ILLEGAL and then ill whip out my licence hahaha. i think i will do that:) o by the way my dad found me a lime green buggy with a sun roof:) i said i wanted either a sun roof or a convertable top and he found me one. he says the guy wants to little for it tho so hes gunna go look at it and see whats up. either way MY DADS LOOKIN FOR ME FOR ONCE:) for a change hes putting somebody else first.
yea i got into an arguement with my mom last night tho. shes like u forgot where u live bla bla bla and i was like no i didnt its not my fault u guys go to bed at 930 and have to leave by 630 in the morning and dont see me. and shes like well im glad somebody has a social life and i was like well im sorry im not like how u were are my age. im sorry i wasnt so quiet that everybody thought i was strange and im sorry i have tons of friends. and she was like well ur right i was quiet and the only thing i focused on was dad cuz the friends i did have he pushed away. i guess he physically told them to stay away from her? esp her male friends. so my dad was phsyco i guess. either way i prob shouldnt have said what i said and i did appologize and she forgave me but she also admitted that she hates how when she does make friends my dad always pushes them away but its okay for him to go to the vfw club thing and get drunk with the rest of the guys yadda yadda yadda. she also informed me that unless my dad gives her money for my school clothes i gotta buy em all myself which fuck if that was supose to b a shocker then i guess i took it well. i only got like a hundred from her last yr as it was cuz she was in such debt. she buys so much worthless shit and then she gets into debt. my dad has thousands and refuses to give it to her so she can pay off her debt and idk she needs help and refuses to admit it. it doesnt help that shes working at shaws too. she could work someplace else and make so much more for what she does than she is at shaws. eh w/e as long as i get the job at jordans i can b workin gettin free movie passes and everything. sounds good to me:) now if only chris would get himself a job then wed b all set:) owell thats about all for now im gunna go make myself some breakfast and finish my laundry i started yesterday but was so rudely inturupted by chris in the middle of doing it lol. bye loves.
yea i got into an arguement with my mom last night tho. shes like u forgot where u live bla bla bla and i was like no i didnt its not my fault u guys go to bed at 930 and have to leave by 630 in the morning and dont see me. and shes like well im glad somebody has a social life and i was like well im sorry im not like how u were are my age. im sorry i wasnt so quiet that everybody thought i was strange and im sorry i have tons of friends. and she was like well ur right i was quiet and the only thing i focused on was dad cuz the friends i did have he pushed away. i guess he physically told them to stay away from her? esp her male friends. so my dad was phsyco i guess. either way i prob shouldnt have said what i said and i did appologize and she forgave me but she also admitted that she hates how when she does make friends my dad always pushes them away but its okay for him to go to the vfw club thing and get drunk with the rest of the guys yadda yadda yadda. she also informed me that unless my dad gives her money for my school clothes i gotta buy em all myself which fuck if that was supose to b a shocker then i guess i took it well. i only got like a hundred from her last yr as it was cuz she was in such debt. she buys so much worthless shit and then she gets into debt. my dad has thousands and refuses to give it to her so she can pay off her debt and idk she needs help and refuses to admit it. it doesnt help that shes working at shaws too. she could work someplace else and make so much more for what she does than she is at shaws. eh w/e as long as i get the job at jordans i can b workin gettin free movie passes and everything. sounds good to me:) now if only chris would get himself a job then wed b all set:) owell thats about all for now im gunna go make myself some breakfast and finish my laundry i started yesterday but was so rudely inturupted by chris in the middle of doing it lol. bye loves.