Feb 04, 2005 00:25
Hey peeps,
Well today was a busy day, work was crazy. It is so fun and laid back their though. I really like it. I get paid tomorrow. :) Well today I had Orchestra. I went and it was fun but I saw Ben (one of my friends) wasn't there. But then he got their like 30 til class was over. Then we were hungry so I was like wanna go to happy hour and he said sure. So we went and like we have never been so close as friends and other stuff too. :P It is funny if you are really confident you get a lot from a guy with out having to give any back. Lets just say I got a lot more than I bargained for. hehehe So anyways. Marc totally stabbed himself really bad. But he is doing ok now. Like when we asked our dates on Wednesday he got cheese-its for Carmen and said I know its cheesey but will you go to the dance with me. HAHAHA. So anyways back to me and Ben we ate at TGIFridays and then we were leaving and I realized he was walking me to my car. BEN IS NEVER CHIVALROUS. So like I was like so thanks for walking me to my car and we talked and stuff and then I totally relized he had a boner but I didn't want to say anything because I didn't want to embarrass him so I didn't but anyways you can imagine what happened afterthat. Ben is so awesome he does DDR he is really good at it. I really like that we can talk about video games and he treats me like I know what I am talking about because I do. Anyways we play the violin together in Orchestra. We are really good with our hands (wink wink).
I am so glad that I am getting over Joel.It is so easy when you know that you can get some and don't feel like you are ugly on the outside. But I guess that comes with self confidence about what you can do in any situation. And I guess I should thank Joel for teaching me all those fun sex tricks on his bed, in my car, in the rental car...do I need to go on. I realized I can get love or some from other people because they find me attractive. I am listening to Saint Entienne 4:35 in the morning. Now that is a awesome song. Joel definetely has good taste in music. If Joel even reads this Props to you for good music choice.
I don't know if he really thinks about me ever or even reads my posts sometimes I think he does like I can feel it. Thats sounds really wierd anyways. Like I think it is wierd how like On Saturday he was like trying to get all up in my business and thinks that I revolve around him. All I have to say to that is dont have such a big head. You might have a big dick but don't get a big head. Well I still gotta go do some stuff I am going to hang out with my friend Jannet right now we both really need a good lay or something right now anyways.j/k
Laters,
Shamady