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i'm such a horrible person, i need to be shot. maybe chris is right, i am cold hearted. i think it's about time for me to go back into my shell and be a recluse again. i don't hurt people that way. no more livejournal for me, i don't realize how many ppl read about my stupid life and stupid thoughts. but first, a few apologies ( Read more... )

i've tried. i give up. i know they still hate me, especially him. i don't know what else to do. things will never get back to like before. maybe i should stay out of his life for the benefit of him. i can't try anymore.

i feel so lonely tonight....table for one please...

yay! i got the check from my grandparents today for the new tv. yeah, it won't be any 20"plasma tv, but it will be bigger and nicer than my lil 12" tv i have downstairs right now. i think i might go look at getting one today. and whenever liz gets the dvd player she's been wanting, we can comfortably watch movies downstairs now. in other news ( Read more... )

today has been a decent day. for some reason i was exahausted all morning, i went to get a iced white chocolate coffee from thebakery, and i've been awake ever since. i have a butload of studying to do tonight, huge art history test tomorrow, i'm scared... this weekend will be nice and relaxing. i might try to talk my mom into visiting me ( Read more... )

i'm at work, one hour to go, and i have absolutely nothing to do. and to top it off, the only thing keeping me awake right now is my caffeine kik of a dr.pepper sittin next to me. i just wanta go home and go to sleep, i might take an hour nap, then wake up and study for my huge ass art history test friday. man, i'm even typing slow. at least i ( Read more... )

i'm so tired right now that i can't sleep, so i start thinking bout things. i'm very lucky and don't realize it most of the time, i always try to think it, but sometimes forget. y am i so blessed? am i meant to do something great for this world? and if i am, will i take that chance? i've noticed a change in me recently. i'm a lot more open to ( Read more... )

ok, every other school in starkville and surrounding areas are CLOSED! EXCEPT US!!! yeah, they send us an e-mail telling us to "use common sense" common sense tells me not to get out in this weather! yeah, it's just really bad rain and wind, nothing we haven't had before...but i hate walking all over campus in it. i do the most walking around ( Read more... )

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