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Mar 27, 2005 11:22

I've said before that "I will try my best to make this work." Well, I am sick of "trying" like I have something to prove, like I am changing myself to get things to go my way. I am no longer going to do that. I am going to be myself again, and if that's not good enough for anyone, it won't matter, because i'm mentally capable to tell you to fuck off. I am not going to try as hard as I can and do the best I can just to be pushed aside and treated like a secondhand piece of shit. I am tired of being the last in line, when I've never done anything wrong. For once I would like the truth, for once I would like answers, for once I would like to know the meaning of all this. I am not going to wait for someone who will not wait for me, I am not going to love someone who treats me like shit, and I am not going to be someones friend when they lie to me. Even if i made the time and effort to drive 45 minutes away everyday for you, it wouldn't matter. Because it's not the distance that's the problem. It's...
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