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My first post

Jul 18, 2009 01:01

And I haven't spent nearly enough time on here with you bbs :(
I need to stop lurking on ONTD and come here where all the true fans be!Anyhoo, I just really wanted to discuss something. I've heard the song Morphine before, but always with my earbuds on. For the first time I listened to it on a loud speaker(my headphones broke :( ) Usually on ( Read more... )

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fayefil July 18 2009, 07:25:44 UTC

And in case you doubt the truth of this. Here's a quote from an article for you:

He began taking painkillers and sedatives, including Valium, Ativan, and Xanax, in part to ease chronic pain resulting from an accident with stage rigging during the Dangerous Tour, and for joint inflammation associated with lupus, but also to ease the panic attacks stemming from the allegations against him. By the fall of 1993, he was addicted. His health deteriorated to such an extent that he canceled the remainder of the Dangerous World Tour and went into rehab in London for a few months, dramatically disappearing from public view with the help of Elizabeth Taylor and Elton John. The stress of the allegations also caused him to stop eating, and he lost a significant amount of weight. With his health in decline, his friends and legal advisers took over his defense and finances. They called on him to settle the child-abuse allegations out of court, believing he could not endure a lengthy trial.

The article says Xanex but I'm pretty sure Demerol was on that list too.

ciiisu July 18 2009, 07:29:47 UTC

OMG poor MJ :'(

indieheadphones July 18 2009, 07:30:23 UTC

:'(
I can't even fathom what the turbulent time must have been like for him.
I have REALLY bad anxiety, and that alone is hard for me to cope with. But on top of that he was taking all those things AND doing a world tour. Ugh
And I hate when people accuse Elizabeth Taylor for introducing him to prescription drugs, she was obviously the one to aid him in seeking help.

rubberheadz_inc July 18 2009, 13:05:18 UTC

Not only that, but he started using Demerol back in 1984, after the Pepsi incident. He was already using the stuff, he just wasn't addicted.

laurie_springs July 18 2009, 07:30:41 UTC

Oh fuck. THAT'S how he was able to be convinced to settle.

I totally agree with Tito, now.

purrrqueen July 18 2009, 07:33:01 UTC

yeah i did see some info that it was demerol/morphine which is pretty much the same thing but demerol is just a little safer.

i totally get this song, but i can't put it into words.
but i feel like, yes, this is me.

i know that doesn't help much)

that's a hard song to listen to b/c in the beginning it's really sexy, and then... well you know

and welcome here! ontd was cool when they had fun party posts, but now it's just nasty and most gifs and macros are repeated over and over anyway... and dont get me started on fanfic)

indieheadphones July 18 2009, 07:35:46 UTC

Yeah, it's a hard song for me to listen to now.
Which sucks cause I love to listen to it.

And yes! I was finding myself ALWAYS late to the party posts and hated having attention whore haters invading time to time. lol ngl, I really find reading the fanfics quite entertaining. Some are just so ridiculous and poorly written ha

purrrqueen July 18 2009, 07:43:32 UTC

i totally loathe them
maybe i am and old prune)

helpyoutakeme July 18 2009, 07:36:42 UTC

Wait.. what? Fanfics? There are fanfics about MJ? *astounded*

indieheadphones July 18 2009, 07:41:46 UTC

lol yeah bb
Some really cray cray ones too.
I can't deny though, they brought the lulz

helpyoutakeme July 18 2009, 07:45:27 UTC

Omg, I don't think I even want to see them, lol. It just amazes me that people would write fanfics about actual people, and not just about, say, Harry Potter.

purrrqueen July 18 2009, 07:42:33 UTC

yeah
and forgive me if i am too harsh, but it's total bullshit to have stuff like that on... before the man has even actually been buried properly.

indieheadphones July 18 2009, 07:44:43 UTC

The really weird/creepy part were the ones written AFTER he passed, and they were the ones that included sexual things D: D:

purrrqueen July 18 2009, 07:53:44 UTC

yeah some were like WTF
i dont really read them obviously) but one part of it was at the top of the page so while the page was loading i couldnt help but notice IN BOLD this crap about "i have been penetrated by men an i fucked many women"
jeeesh. >.

indieheadphones July 18 2009, 07:58:44 UTC

D:
omg

purrrqueen July 18 2009, 08:02:53 UTC

yeah. i feel its lame that they allow it, but whatevs, to each his own i guess.

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