This One Is Dedicated To True Lovers...
Today, A joke like any other day I assume, This could be my last journal Entry, I Could Die Tomorrow, Yes I Made A new journal, the old one reminded me of lost times.
I need something in my life, but everyone who has nothing needs something right?
Maybe I am in your room right now, sitting on the corner of your bed looking over your shoulder... This weekend I get to have some Male Bonding Time...yay... thats the most exitement I have ever expressed, I promise... Wow a promise, never get to make many of those. I miss Life, I lost mine... My heart beat quickens when I think of fun. Something I had once, Hard to remember. I wish I could Make Everyone Smile, Even if it involved me falling on my face. That would probably get a smile out of many people though. I just wish... How many of my sentences will start like that. I have recently made some new complaints to my self, turns out I was not listening. I talk to my self a lot, People complain when I whisper, But I'm so used to whispering.
I had a dream last night. I had died. No one came to my funeral, Not family... None of my few friends... The funeral home owners looked at my body, They thought to themselves of what my name was... I tried to scream my name out, No one could hear me, I went home to find a party, everyone was having fun and laughing. It was my little sisters Birthday, Turns out I didn't attend It, No one had known of my Death. That or they just didn't care, I started to sing Happy birthday to my little sister, she is turning 2... I started to cry. I looked around and knew I would miss out on so much, But I didn't Let that keep me, I awoke and found my self all too alive. I feel that my end will come up short of a long life. But that wont get me down. I just need to adjust right... I need something in my life to keep me occupied.
I need something in my life, but everyone who has nothing needs something right?
Maybe I am in your room right now, sitting on the corner of your bed looking over your shoulder... This weekend I get to have some Male Bonding Time...yay... thats the most exitement I have ever expressed, I promise... Wow a promise, never get to make many of those. I miss Life, I lost mine... My heart beat quickens when I think of fun. Something I had once, Hard to remember. I wish I could Make Everyone Smile, Even if it involved me falling on my face. That would probably get a smile out of many people though. I just wish... How many of my sentences will start like that. I have recently made some new complaints to my self, turns out I was not listening. I talk to my self a lot, People complain when I whisper, But I'm so used to whispering.
I had a dream last night. I had died. No one came to my funeral, Not family... None of my few friends... The funeral home owners looked at my body, They thought to themselves of what my name was... I tried to scream my name out, No one could hear me, I went home to find a party, everyone was having fun and laughing. It was my little sisters Birthday, Turns out I didn't attend It, No one had known of my Death. That or they just didn't care, I started to sing Happy birthday to my little sister, she is turning 2... I started to cry. I looked around and knew I would miss out on so much, But I didn't Let that keep me, I awoke and found my self all too alive. I feel that my end will come up short of a long life. But that wont get me down. I just need to adjust right... I need something in my life to keep me occupied.