Jun 25, 2006 17:17
I'm reflecting. I don't mean I've suddenly become a mirror. I'm just thinking on things.
Things are starting to look better for us. I'm working part time at a job that will hopefully turn into a permanent full-time position. Neal has been having lots of interviews all of a sudden and everyone wants him to be their paralegal. We made friends with a couple who we have a good time with. We love the house, we love the dog, we love Denver.
I guess I'm a little homesick, and not for Los Angeles, but for pieces of my life I'm completely separated from now. I'm homesick for good friends I once had that I don't talk to, even if it's for a good reason we're no longer friends. When I think back on certain times in my life, sometimes those periods just seem bland but right now their memories are colorful and full. It's weird to think that I could have an entirely new life here, not much connected to who I used to be. It just recently set in that I live in Denver. I haven't even talked to most of my friends, and many I might not keep in contact with.
I really do, in many ways, feel like a different person.