Starting Over
It's no secret that I'm disconnected from my spirituality. I've been completely out of touch with my spirit and it does cause a lot of issues. I feel like I'm called to be a Shaman, or at the very least a healer, and when I stray from that, or ignore it entirely (which I'm ashamed to admit that I did do), the Gods/other spirits/Whoever Is Out There wants to get my attention back.
While I may not be able to turn this into a full time job, and I will need to get a proper education and career, that doesn't mean that this is any less of who I am. It's one of those things that is constant and calling to me.
While I'm not Wiccan, I do know that Samhain is the New Year. It feels fitting to me that Samhain will be here in eleven days and I have been making significant changes in my life, such as my therapy sessions, my working on becoming a functioning member of a poly family, dealing with my past abuse, becoming more and more healthy, and of course my new, adult bedroom. It makes sense that I'm beginning again with my faith occurs during such an important time.
I have an issue where I get very gung-ho to do something and then I stop doing it. It's basically like the famous Hyberbole and a Half post about adulthood. It's happened with my faith before. And I really don't want it to happen again.
But this was just an intro thing, I'm staring the actual survey now.
While I may not be able to turn this into a full time job, and I will need to get a proper education and career, that doesn't mean that this is any less of who I am. It's one of those things that is constant and calling to me.
While I'm not Wiccan, I do know that Samhain is the New Year. It feels fitting to me that Samhain will be here in eleven days and I have been making significant changes in my life, such as my therapy sessions, my working on becoming a functioning member of a poly family, dealing with my past abuse, becoming more and more healthy, and of course my new, adult bedroom. It makes sense that I'm beginning again with my faith occurs during such an important time.
I have an issue where I get very gung-ho to do something and then I stop doing it. It's basically like the famous Hyberbole and a Half post about adulthood. It's happened with my faith before. And I really don't want it to happen again.
But this was just an intro thing, I'm staring the actual survey now.