..::Ohhh Yis::..
Okay, I gotta say life itself is really really confusing. Should I be really upset that there is about a 50/50 shot of not coming back to Grenfell in the fall of 2006. Why? Well as you all know I do really well when I attend classes but lately I've just been not caring at all about school and just not really doing anything. My term papers.. a midterm.. all casualities of my own laziness. Really I don't know how bad I feel about it all because my heart really isn't in thie establishment anyway. I've been sincerely thinking about rounding professionally. The plan will be I guess to move to hali in the fall... Or to work in CB moving into a place with a buddy or two and working while still rounding at Union Street. Either way I sincerely doubt I'll be much of a student when september roles around. Not that it matters too much, I've kinda drifted from those I know here anyway.. I'll keep in touch no matter where I go for the most part.
Anyway, the one thing making me want to actually stay at Grenfell is a girl. Yes Yes last post was about me actually breaking up with a girl... well it was mainly because of this girl. She's finally showing an interest and really, she's everything I can imagine wanting. No pressure... no heavy heavy entanglement yet... she's just pretty much the ideal person I can think of wanting to be with, not to mention it's been on the go for a while now and I still haven't fucked it all up yet :) so that is a great sign.
Besides all that.. I've been on a roll lately... 50 bucks tonight, 40 last night, 20 the night before, and 90 the night before that. The cards are starting to reflect my ability... even when I lose I don't lose. I am more convinved than ever that I have the skills necessary to make a decent living at this game. I know it's a hard life, i know there are times when everyone goes broke in the beginning, but I feel like I really can pull this off. More than I've ever felt anything else in my life.
OOOOOOOOOOOooooOooOOOOoooooOOOh Mannn... hahaha.. anyway.. it's 4:30am and I'm gettin' back to causing trouble in Godfather World :D :D :D :D I LOVE THIS GAME!!
Anyway, the one thing making me want to actually stay at Grenfell is a girl. Yes Yes last post was about me actually breaking up with a girl... well it was mainly because of this girl. She's finally showing an interest and really, she's everything I can imagine wanting. No pressure... no heavy heavy entanglement yet... she's just pretty much the ideal person I can think of wanting to be with, not to mention it's been on the go for a while now and I still haven't fucked it all up yet :) so that is a great sign.
Besides all that.. I've been on a roll lately... 50 bucks tonight, 40 last night, 20 the night before, and 90 the night before that. The cards are starting to reflect my ability... even when I lose I don't lose. I am more convinved than ever that I have the skills necessary to make a decent living at this game. I know it's a hard life, i know there are times when everyone goes broke in the beginning, but I feel like I really can pull this off. More than I've ever felt anything else in my life.
OOOOOOOOOOOooooOooOOOOoooooOOOh Mannn... hahaha.. anyway.. it's 4:30am and I'm gettin' back to causing trouble in Godfather World :D :D :D :D I LOVE THIS GAME!!