I want to cuss so bad in this update ,but I cant.....
I HATE SETHS MOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Today she pushed me over the edge and I hate her and its bad. Seth and I were going to be camp consolers at this church camp thing, and yet once again in my opinion she’s telling me what I can and cannot do, but anyways she decided if we are going to be helping then we have to help on separate weekends. Because... I will either be "flirting with other guys or guys will be flirting with me" and which means Seth will gat mad and she doesn’t want that! And then so it semi sorda pertains to me..."Other girls could be flirting with Seth" and that would get me mad. HELLO WE HAVE THIS THING CALLED TRUST MAYBE YOU SHOULD TRY IT SOMETIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You know its not even the camp thing anymore its the hole issue and for those who warned me not to go back out, I don’t care I still Love him. But for one freaking day I just want her to actually know me sit down and talk to me, listen to me, realize that wearing black clothes does not mean your a bad person. I want her to see I’m not going to hurt Seth .I don’t command him or change his mind to a certain degree, I don’t want to have sex with him at this age and I don’t plan on breaking up with him. I want her to notice me and say hi when she sees me; I want her to understand who I am. I’m not mean, Im not bad, I don’t drink cuss or smoke, I don’t lie and I certainly would never cheat on her son. But you know what she will never no anything about me because she doesn’t take the time to even say hello. It’s neither of our faults Seth, so stop thinking I’m mad at you and stop thinking I’m sad because of you. Its never been your fault so please don’t ever think it is. I love everything about life I have a great family and great friends and I have someone to Love and Loves me back, but I have an enemy whose 30 years older then me, and that’s really stupid. I’m not out to hurt Seth or use him. I Love him but she doesn’t get it. I haven’t given up even and I don’t ever plan on it. I truly Love this relationship and I really don’t care about his mom anymore starting now.
I Love You Seth!
Today she pushed me over the edge and I hate her and its bad. Seth and I were going to be camp consolers at this church camp thing, and yet once again in my opinion she’s telling me what I can and cannot do, but anyways she decided if we are going to be helping then we have to help on separate weekends. Because... I will either be "flirting with other guys or guys will be flirting with me" and which means Seth will gat mad and she doesn’t want that! And then so it semi sorda pertains to me..."Other girls could be flirting with Seth" and that would get me mad. HELLO WE HAVE THIS THING CALLED TRUST MAYBE YOU SHOULD TRY IT SOMETIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You know its not even the camp thing anymore its the hole issue and for those who warned me not to go back out, I don’t care I still Love him. But for one freaking day I just want her to actually know me sit down and talk to me, listen to me, realize that wearing black clothes does not mean your a bad person. I want her to see I’m not going to hurt Seth .I don’t command him or change his mind to a certain degree, I don’t want to have sex with him at this age and I don’t plan on breaking up with him. I want her to notice me and say hi when she sees me; I want her to understand who I am. I’m not mean, Im not bad, I don’t drink cuss or smoke, I don’t lie and I certainly would never cheat on her son. But you know what she will never no anything about me because she doesn’t take the time to even say hello. It’s neither of our faults Seth, so stop thinking I’m mad at you and stop thinking I’m sad because of you. Its never been your fault so please don’t ever think it is. I love everything about life I have a great family and great friends and I have someone to Love and Loves me back, but I have an enemy whose 30 years older then me, and that’s really stupid. I’m not out to hurt Seth or use him. I Love him but she doesn’t get it. I haven’t given up even and I don’t ever plan on it. I truly Love this relationship and I really don’t care about his mom anymore starting now.
I Love You Seth!