terrible weekend...
So, I was dating one girl, but I thought that I found the girl of my dreams... so I ruined the existing relationship and tried something new.... I tried being patient and calm and caring. Well... that didn't get me very far, aside from being used for money and a computer and a dvd player. It seems that Niki just wanted to get what she could, because as soon as I needed something from her (a ride back to school after I drove 2 hours to see her and my transmission gave out, and I had given her money for gas so she could get to work) she decided to ditch me by having one of her coworkers tell me that if I didn't dissappear fast I was going to be arrested. What the fuc*?! thats what I get for being nice... thats what I get for going out of my way.... I get threatened with police.... so, at 3am in Bowling Green I walked my happy little ass from Steak n' Shake to the Java House (about 3 miles) to get the rest of my things... Did I mention that it was only 7 degrees outside at the time... then I called a cab, and went back to the parents house. She still hasn't called me back, and I am wondering how much of that was even real... or if she just played me from the beginning and I lost a relationship because I was a fool. Whatever the case, I give up... in the words of Godhead, "Is anybody listining to a word I say... I hate today." So now I am a bi-polar nut sitting alone feeling like an asshole towards the first girl and feeling like a fool towards the second. I just want to rot in a hole somewhere....