A dream come true

Nov 07, 2004 14:48

I have a goal in life... that my name will be remembered by those that are here long after I am gone. It causes me to shake, it causes me to hurt inside. My mind falls apart piece by piece every single day because I have no one that will support me in my efforts. I am not any smarter than anyone else I know. I am not any better at anything than anyone else. In fact, I am quite behind on most aspects of life. I am such a mess that I never know what to do unless it is laid out before me. I cannot talk to my mother or father about it... they have said themselves that they dont understand. I just want to live a life that I can be proud of. Im tired of shaking... Im tired of wanting what I cannot have... I just want to be happy, but I cannot be happy unless I strive for something greater than it seems possible to achieve.

I have learned that to do something takes great determination. That for one to be great, one must first find the greatness within themselves. I have learned that to be noble is to give something to those that have not, and to not ask for something in return. I dont care if I die of starvation, or sickness... if I can make a difference in this life I will, by whatever means I can. I just want to be proud of myself. And right now, I cannot find the means to be anything of the sort.
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