Finally recovering, sort of
All that rich food from the holiday, plus all the leftovers... ooogh. Just had my first semi-normal bowel movement in over a week. Take from that what you will. So much drinking and eating of delicious but horrible things... my body didn't know whether to act dehydrated or irritated, so I got a combination of "haha, you'll never poop again" and "holy molten butthole."
Sorry, you clicked to read this, not me!
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I'm feeling a little grumpy today, if I'm honest. Things are going well enough, I guess, but not as well as they could. Unnecessary complications are making things muddled and messy, and that's the last thing I want for myself. I need to make some decisions, and soon. I did way too much work on myself and have come way too far to set myself back now. V is great. The greatest. But there are complications about our relationship that I don't like, and he doesn't seem to be especially invested in resolving them. That does not bode well.
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Fun stuff is on the horizon. I must be crazy, because I'm hosting a cookie-making party at my house on Sunday... and it's not going to be wholesome cookies we're making, if you catch my drift. It's also doubling as a Misery cast reunion, which will be fun; it'll be good to see those folks again. Joe (still don't know how to feel about that guy) is coming over on Saturday evening to help me prep the cookie dough and my house--particularly figuring out the streaming to my TV for watching the professionally-done archive copy of our show.
Gigs coming up, too, which I'm looking forward to. I'm not wild about Christmas, but I love playing the concerts; I may even do a TubaChristmas in Annapolis this year! I don't think any of my sailing friends will be around, but it would still be fun to go. I haven't done a TubaChristmas since Hershey, when I was at university... which would make that circa 1996. Wow...
I've also made reservations for a whiskey tasting at Stoney's--I invited V, but I'm prepared for him to flake out. I might just invite Sara, and invite her to crash here after.
I'm also pricing out my flights for New Orleans in January, and I'm ridiculously excited about that. My goal for the week is to get that all buttoned-up and finalized. Yay!
All fun stuff, and I'm looking forward to it, but I'd be a whole lot happier if I didn't have this little black storm cloud hovering around.
Sorry, you clicked to read this, not me!
*~*~*~*
I'm feeling a little grumpy today, if I'm honest. Things are going well enough, I guess, but not as well as they could. Unnecessary complications are making things muddled and messy, and that's the last thing I want for myself. I need to make some decisions, and soon. I did way too much work on myself and have come way too far to set myself back now. V is great. The greatest. But there are complications about our relationship that I don't like, and he doesn't seem to be especially invested in resolving them. That does not bode well.
*~*~*~*
Fun stuff is on the horizon. I must be crazy, because I'm hosting a cookie-making party at my house on Sunday... and it's not going to be wholesome cookies we're making, if you catch my drift. It's also doubling as a Misery cast reunion, which will be fun; it'll be good to see those folks again. Joe (still don't know how to feel about that guy) is coming over on Saturday evening to help me prep the cookie dough and my house--particularly figuring out the streaming to my TV for watching the professionally-done archive copy of our show.
Gigs coming up, too, which I'm looking forward to. I'm not wild about Christmas, but I love playing the concerts; I may even do a TubaChristmas in Annapolis this year! I don't think any of my sailing friends will be around, but it would still be fun to go. I haven't done a TubaChristmas since Hershey, when I was at university... which would make that circa 1996. Wow...
I've also made reservations for a whiskey tasting at Stoney's--I invited V, but I'm prepared for him to flake out. I might just invite Sara, and invite her to crash here after.
I'm also pricing out my flights for New Orleans in January, and I'm ridiculously excited about that. My goal for the week is to get that all buttoned-up and finalized. Yay!
All fun stuff, and I'm looking forward to it, but I'd be a whole lot happier if I didn't have this little black storm cloud hovering around.