Oct 31, 2012 22:13
I feel like I got hit by Hurricane Sandy. Between a whirlwind trip to Maine, coming home to a hurricane and Stef sending me for a little twirl tonight, I'm really up in the air right now. While my head hasn't stopped spinning, I'll try to get my thoughts out there. As a side note, I figure I'll share my LJ site w/ Sarah (hi Sarah) so she can follow along my train of thought (and so I can name drop on her a little ;-) )
Stef:
Since this is where we began last time, we may as well continue the trend. So, upon coming back from Maine, I hung out w/ Stef Monday night and things were back to usual and I still like her... and I do still like her, but tonight something happened to make me wonder if it would be enough. She FB messaged me calling me out for "liking" Mitt Romney. Now, it's no secret that I can't stand Obama (never wanted him to win 4 years ago, let alone now), and while I am not a huge fan of Romney, I do feel he's the better option for president, so yeah, I like Romney in that sense. Anyway, apparently liking Romney is enough for Stef to not want to be friends with someone, so how could I expect to have a relationship with someone who would let something so petty get in the way of friendship? I mean, I've learned to love people regardless of their thoughts and beliefs and I've recently decided that the right person for me is someone that will just love me for me and those things that make me who I am, such as my family and friends. So, if Stef is that bull headed, maybe I should just cut my losses.
My heart:
Before I venture on and while on the topic of love. I feel like my heart is ten sizes too big right now. This explains my interests in previous posts who were people that I would consider my opposites, and extends to the topic that is to follow this one. I feel like I'm just so ready to love someone that the next person who comes along that takes a genuine interest in me could end up being the one if we can forget about petty things and just care about each other.
Maine:
First of all, I have to say that I had a blast up in Maine. Sarah, her GF April and their friends were really cool and fun. I could definitely hang out with them any time. Since Sarah and I already know what happened in Maine, I'll spare this post the details. I'm pretty sure I won't forget the trip. Actually, there is one part I could let Sarah in on, which would also make for a good segway. It's kind of funny that I made the comment to Jamie about tending to inhabit dreams, because Saturday night, like I said, I dreamt basically of still being in Maine with everyone and Jamie was ironically in MY dream. Now, I know Sarah suggested I hook up with Jamie and I think Jamie's friend (Kim?) also gave me the notion to go for it at one point, so to that I say that I wouldn't be opposed to it, which is as much as you'll get from me at this time given that I still have to dump off my house before I can start thinking about relationships in Maine.