oh fuck no
so i feel very different now.
gabe came home and we weren't talking, and i was all choked up with emotion so i let him read my prior lj post.
and he cried and then we started talking...and he gave a couple really selfish weird (wtf) responses
and then there's a break and he launches into this clearly scripted mini speach about how he wishes it would last for ever too but doesn't "see" it happening and rounds it off with your garden variety can we still be friends...
needless to say i was just ------------ ...shocked
i was like - i can not believe we are ending a two year relationship with both of us spposedly wanting to spend the rest of our lives together with a can we still be friends...
and GOOD JOB on not "seeing" this lasting forever after i tell you i'm leaving!!!
oh fuck no! i don't believe that jst happened...it was in such bad taste it was like a yo mama joke ...i could practically hear a black woman in my head saying, "oh no he didn't!"
i guess i couldn't have asked for it to be made easier for me though
so yeah i'm moving home guys
*i'm sure i'll go back to crying later, but that's how i feel right now
gabe came home and we weren't talking, and i was all choked up with emotion so i let him read my prior lj post.
and he cried and then we started talking...and he gave a couple really selfish weird (wtf) responses
and then there's a break and he launches into this clearly scripted mini speach about how he wishes it would last for ever too but doesn't "see" it happening and rounds it off with your garden variety can we still be friends...
needless to say i was just ------------ ...shocked
i was like - i can not believe we are ending a two year relationship with both of us spposedly wanting to spend the rest of our lives together with a can we still be friends...
and GOOD JOB on not "seeing" this lasting forever after i tell you i'm leaving!!!
oh fuck no! i don't believe that jst happened...it was in such bad taste it was like a yo mama joke ...i could practically hear a black woman in my head saying, "oh no he didn't!"
i guess i couldn't have asked for it to be made easier for me though
so yeah i'm moving home guys
*i'm sure i'll go back to crying later, but that's how i feel right now