the end

[shakespeariana]

i don't even feel angry, just sad
i'm sad it's over
i wish it could have never ended

but at some point hope becomes self deception
and i don't lie anymore

he broke his promise, so i'm going to keep mine

he was 4 days short of the month, i would have...well it doesn't matter

he just left for work, i wish he had stayed

for some reason i couldn't start crying untill he left

i still love him so much, but i'll never trust him becase he'll never be honest
and i'll never feel secure because he'll never love me enough