and then there she was
....have you ever thought there is no way you will find someone that wants what you want in a relationship?...
I'm such a helpless romantic! big time, I love giving suprises, leaving secret sweet notes all over for her to find(whom ever my girlfriend is at the time), buying expensive things, or even buying cheap silly small things, taking her to dinner, making her feel like she is untouchable to others, making her laugh until she cant anymore, making her smile until her cheaks hurt!...I love it. I want someone that I can go surfing or skimboarding with and they will be totally down! I want someone that will want to go skateboarding with me just for fun, play a sport with me, get sweaty! But Im really into the girlie girls,....so I would like for her to be one that gets her nails done, goes to get her hair done, looks cute walking around in her little under-roos, gets mushy, all that.. I have never been with anyone that would suprise me, that would romance me, that would take me to dinner, which is fine!! I love doing all of that stuff...but I never said I wouldnt mind that stuff though.
I have always wondered....is there a girl like that for me?
...just recently I have been talking to this girl who I eyed two years ago...but didnt admit she was hott like my girlfriend at the time said...of course I wasnt going to admit that shit! That pissed me off...but I know every time we went to the club we would see each other and it was just a look of interest of what they would be like...I thought this chic would be so cool to hang out with! Well 5 months ago I saw her in CVS and wow...I saw her again 2 weeks after that at the club...that is when it hit me that I had a little crush...But I didnt think I would ever be someone she would give a second to! So I let it go and went on with whateva...well just recently we found ourselves talking to each other...She called me we talked like we had known each other for years! and in a matter of a week she asked me to come down and stay the weekend with her and her friend. We hit it off like no other! Everything I want in a relationship...she wants! She is girlie...she says..she wants to be able to recieve flowers from her girlfriend and in return send flowers to her and it not seem weird. She wants to be able to open the door for her girlfriend and her girlfriend open doors for her as well. She loves giving suprises...so do I! It worked out awesome..for only have been talking for a week and going down there everything was awesome...we went to the club, to a friends, got home aroun 4 and all three of us passed out! We woke up..went skimboarding!!!! (how awesome is that) and then I met some of her family members at a cook out for a birthday..(her family ROCKS! they are just like mine..well for the most part) ..then we left went to the club went back to the house passed out cuddling...(both our favs) and woke up and went out for breakfast. how awesome is that. Such a relaxing weekend.
...crazy!
We both are in awe of each other...we are taking it really slow though because we know we are really into each other but yet we dont want to move things too fast even though we could probably dig straight into a relationship...we want to keep hanging out and all that good stuff.
im in such a good mood! im so excited!
Hugs to everyone! haha
okay im outty.
over n out-
ShaKe