Dear Lee,
Stop agonizing and make up your goddamn mind. It is a yes or no question. It is not the question you had hoped to be asked, but there are some very definite benefits for you in it. Ask for advice when you're not feeling exhausted and hungry and thoroughly head-reely in general. Also, naptime is good.
Also, just because you see something OMFGSOADORABLE does not mean that you must instantly buy it for
ukekenshin, who would probably like it if you got off your duff and mailed all the OTHER things you bought her.
No love, and scant tolerance,
Lee