Mr. Lonely
I'm lonely. I have lots of friends and family, but im alone. I dont have one person that i can really connect with. I used to have a soul mate, but thats over. It's really starting to eat away at me. I've tried to fool myself into thinking that sex and companionship were the same thing, but they're not. I have a void, and I dont know what to do about it. I cant explain my past, and i dont want to scare people away, so i just keep it to my self and my journal on my computer. I've been looking back at my journal and i see it looks like im the most depressed and angry individual on the planet. I'm not actualy, it's just that's all i write about on this page. If you were to meet me, i seem happy, dispite the emptyness inside. I really dont know what i'm supposed to do, which worries me, because im the guy who ALWAYS knows what to do next.