BASK IN THE SHINING LIGHT OF PERFECTION!
So, where to start.
This month has been very busy. I moved into a new apartment building, it's nice, but the neighbor upstairs plays loud videogames 16 hours a day 7 days a week. Sad fate for a roughly 48 year old man with 2 kids. He's not much worse than the rodents in the ceiling of the old trailer.
So yea, it's valentine's day again, and im sure that many people are all sad or happy due to the holyday.
I am hardly aware that it's Valentines. I'd rather not think back on it actaly, since i was so much happier on this day 2 years ago.
Now existance is fast approaching blank nothingness. I think thats what New Hampshire does to ex-crusading zealots.
So my father is fast approaching the melt down phase. He has so much going on that he manages to get somthing done. Sad fate for a 44 year old man. He's become so agitated that he snapped on me for staying at Angel's house until 8pm on a Sunday night. Considering it isnt that unusual for me to stay out until 10, and actualy im supposed to be back by 10, I dont see the big deal. So I am no longer allowed to see my best friend until the Apartment is satasfactorly set up. To his Satisfaction that is. Strange, since the only things left are his things.
Considering he is supposed to be a parent who "sacrafices everything every hour of the day and doesnt get anything done" he's the most selfish, egotistical, selfcentered, egocentric, self-serving, annoying, nagging, faultfinding, outright grumpy, quearlous, and overly critical, Asshole I know. some of my own teachers have informed me that they no longer wish to speak with him. He says that my Term Project that recived a 100 is not good enough. Just for the record there was no bonus credit offered, so 100 is the best it can be. No one can be right about anything except for him. If he doesnt know it, then it doesnt exist or isnt true. I'm fairly sure he would argue with Einstine about basic physics. He see's himself as the shining light of perfection.
Yes, LADIES AND GENTELMEN, THE SHINGING LIGHT OF PERFECTION IS A BALDING, C STUDENT FROM A CRAPPY SCHOOL, CAREER GREASE MONKEY, A USED CAR SALESMAN, AND A MAMA's BOY! I'm very sorry for the dissapointment. speaking of which, i cant talk to my father without getting a call from my grandmother 15 minutes later, and she's bitching at me for not being nice to my dad. He has his moments of being nice, respectable, and even fatherlike, but those are few and FAR between, and becoming further and further every time.
My head hurts, i have a cold, i'm in a rut, my family life sucks, i cant see my best friend, and i will never be the man i used to be.
I'm officaly depressed
oh well, i'll keep with my motto
"Hold on, because you never know whats gonna happen next!"
This month has been very busy. I moved into a new apartment building, it's nice, but the neighbor upstairs plays loud videogames 16 hours a day 7 days a week. Sad fate for a roughly 48 year old man with 2 kids. He's not much worse than the rodents in the ceiling of the old trailer.
So yea, it's valentine's day again, and im sure that many people are all sad or happy due to the holyday.
I am hardly aware that it's Valentines. I'd rather not think back on it actaly, since i was so much happier on this day 2 years ago.
Now existance is fast approaching blank nothingness. I think thats what New Hampshire does to ex-crusading zealots.
So my father is fast approaching the melt down phase. He has so much going on that he manages to get somthing done. Sad fate for a 44 year old man. He's become so agitated that he snapped on me for staying at Angel's house until 8pm on a Sunday night. Considering it isnt that unusual for me to stay out until 10, and actualy im supposed to be back by 10, I dont see the big deal. So I am no longer allowed to see my best friend until the Apartment is satasfactorly set up. To his Satisfaction that is. Strange, since the only things left are his things.
Considering he is supposed to be a parent who "sacrafices everything every hour of the day and doesnt get anything done" he's the most selfish, egotistical, selfcentered, egocentric, self-serving, annoying, nagging, faultfinding, outright grumpy, quearlous, and overly critical, Asshole I know. some of my own teachers have informed me that they no longer wish to speak with him. He says that my Term Project that recived a 100 is not good enough. Just for the record there was no bonus credit offered, so 100 is the best it can be. No one can be right about anything except for him. If he doesnt know it, then it doesnt exist or isnt true. I'm fairly sure he would argue with Einstine about basic physics. He see's himself as the shining light of perfection.
Yes, LADIES AND GENTELMEN, THE SHINGING LIGHT OF PERFECTION IS A BALDING, C STUDENT FROM A CRAPPY SCHOOL, CAREER GREASE MONKEY, A USED CAR SALESMAN, AND A MAMA's BOY! I'm very sorry for the dissapointment. speaking of which, i cant talk to my father without getting a call from my grandmother 15 minutes later, and she's bitching at me for not being nice to my dad. He has his moments of being nice, respectable, and even fatherlike, but those are few and FAR between, and becoming further and further every time.
My head hurts, i have a cold, i'm in a rut, my family life sucks, i cant see my best friend, and i will never be the man i used to be.
I'm officaly depressed
oh well, i'll keep with my motto
"Hold on, because you never know whats gonna happen next!"