.So This Is. What Its Like.

May 09, 2005 20:06

I'm happy, yet so damn scared all at once. Either I just made the best decision of my life, or the worst. I'm hoping for the best, and I kno he is too. & not just because he tells me so, its just beacause. I kno.
We can talk for hours and still have so much more to say. I kno it's always all sweet and "baby" this and "baby" that in the beginning. So why do I think it will be different this time. Because I kno. He's not what everybody thinks he is. He's better. It's crazy how two people just connect, then other people don't. I don't connect with many people, I don't give many people a chance, I think alot of what people say to me is a flat out lie, even if they really are telling the truth. But this is. Well I don't kno what this is. I guess I'll just have to find out huh? Yea, but I kno it'll be good. :)

He told me he was going to fight for this, for some reason I believe him. I believe everything he says. This sounds pretty stupid and nieve but I think I'm in this for the long haul.

<3 Finding love in . All the wrong places . Then one day . You find it without . Even looking .
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