It's a Shrink!...It's a Feminist!...No, it's...Self Empowerment Man!
So I'm on this whole I wanna save the world kick...I have been reaching out to friends , old and new, trying to get them to let go of self destructive behavior. My efforts have been somewhat successful...but as I keep telling people...progress takes time, and sometimes it is necessary to take baby steps. But when exactly did I become Dr.Phil? Who am I to be dispensing advice like it's candy? I blame Rebecca Arnold...I swear it just seems to me that she has all the answers. She's been a pretty constant crutch and backbone. Now that she's in London I feel that I have had to overcompensate and be my own spine. However I think it's starting to spill over and I just want everyone to have super strength and I wanna be the one to help them get it. Maybe I'm just nosey...or I'm acting out on people because I know how stupid I am when it comes to boys. Well I'm working on myself as well. I'm realizing that I have too much in my life already that has the power to make or break me (i.e. school, my band, the play), why make men a part of that list? I have enough that could drown me, and if a guy is just gonna add to the weight without any support...than I don't really need that, do I? You like the metaphor?...yeah me neither.