Jul 20, 2005 17:38
I lose.
I was playing this game called "Life". I wasnt far into it, only about a fifth of the way done, when I died. Then two big words popped up and said, "Game Over". I got frustrated and wanted to throw the game out the window. Then I realized that i needed to keep going. Needed to finish the game. I tried to reload my game. I wanted to continue playing. I looked for my save point, my game file, but there was none. You see, "Life" is one of those old games that doesnt have save files. You've got just one shot at it, one go. Which really sucks, cuz there was that secret level back there that I wanted to go through. But alas, I could not continue. So that's it, I lose.
I have nothing to look forward to in the next few months. I get to look forward to more art, more music, and more... nothing. More learning? More...nothing, i cant think of anything astounding that I have to look forward to. So I must wait, and suffer from boredom, loneliness, and the curse of time. Id rather say I can use this time to do other things. But when I think about it, there is nothing else I can do for now. Wait I shall, until I have my day. Until I have my way. Until I wait no more.