Jan 18, 2007 15:23
WARNING:
redikulous teen rambling, read only if your in the mood for complaining.
i really dont understand this crap. anything. it all makes so much more sense that if i just stop listening to them, just forget any rules they give me, it would all be so much easier. They ground me, then fine they take away my things. i mean i dont even have to let them. forget them i could keep my things. if i dont give them what are they gonna do? they can ground me more, since thats obviously gonna work better. then can not give me a ride to where i need to go, so i would have to stay with someone else. i could just get-up and leave. go stay with someone else. ya it wudnt be smart, and it wudnt be easy, and it oculd be one of the stupidiest mistakes of my life. because most everyone else in the world sticks it out. they pull through and just deal until they get to college. and at least some of those people have to deal with parents like mine im sure. and there are worse. and everyone else pulls through without leaving. but some do leave. some kids just walkout and get away from there family. as far as i know they have to dropout of school too... which means college wudnt be working anytime soon. i dont even need to stay away from my family forever, just need to get away for a week or even a couple days. but they wudnt want me back. they wudnt let me.
so basicaly i have 2 choices:
-rebel and ignore all the crap they put me through, end up leaving and trying to find a place to stay with a friend, life gets harder in some ways, i dont go to college for awhile, ect...
or
-stick it out and deal with my natzi parents until i get to leave in a year, maybe a lil more, life until then is bloody horrid, the only good times being when im working. im practicaly grounded the whole time but i graduate, and finally get to leave and go to college to...
and out of those to im obviously gonna stay and deal with all there crap. because if i left id be an idiot. its just so efing annoying when i know that i dont have to put up with it. i could walk out. i could rebel like my sis did. and everything ended perfectly fine for her. it ends fine for alot of people. but am i gonna do that? no. and i mite be regretting it for awhile...
>>>so if im not on forawhile its cause im grounded... for 2 weeks... or more.