hey, hey i wanna be a rockstar....
ok been meaning to do this for awhile.
breif overview of 2 dreams i had two days ago:
ok so one was about talcott. me and to guys were working on a nice car in my garage, i think it was a camaro, but i dont really remember. anyways, next thing i knew i was looking down my street and i saw Talcott in his navy uniform but with longer hair, and i was jsut so excited that he actually came like he said he would... i was just happy. i jumped on him like a second later, and then we just hungout for awhile. it was all so amazingly great... and tehn i wokeup. and remembered that he didnt come. because he dosnt care enough. lol.
the other was like Scrubs. I was alot like elliot on it, and it was just, we were all messing around and having alot of fun. life was good, and being a doctor not only helped people, but it was really enjoyable. and of course i wokeup thinking, thats really what i should do. i should be a doctor and try to save people. but then i remembered that as soon as i lost my first patient, i wud almost die myself... it was confusing. and all in all i still dont know what i want to be... or do with my life.
>> and then there was today. work was the best day possibly ever. me and brian really hit it off. hes just fun to talk to. hes got alot of storys, and hes leaving in a month so hes just fun to chill with and not have to worry about anything big happenning. and i got a couple more hours than usual, just 2. working days is pretty cool, but sadly i dont get to anymore because Mrs. Marias redikulous daughter is working during the day instead :P not very happy about that, i was actually thinking i was gonna get more hours than usual, but nooooooo. now i have to get back to getting another job, prolly at teh bowling alley, but id rather work somewhere that id enjoy. guess it dosnt matter all to much since we're looking into moving so much.
as for moving, i wont anything for sure till february i think. i just want to know if we are or not. i guess im ok either way, but im realyl sick of not knowing. ya i am aware im not all that in charge of my life but whatever.
cant wait to get out of here either. home life is more than sucking currently and i just cant take it rite now. well i guess thats a liie, i can take it and i have to till i finally get to leave in like january.
and thats my update.
i like a couple people, but i doubt anything is gonna happen. i really want a valentine, but whatever, not pushing it anymore. lol.
i've been writing a ton of lyrics lately... ill have to see how they turn out. i might post them, but they kinda suck since its jsut what ive done while at work. lol. oh well.
breif overview of 2 dreams i had two days ago:
ok so one was about talcott. me and to guys were working on a nice car in my garage, i think it was a camaro, but i dont really remember. anyways, next thing i knew i was looking down my street and i saw Talcott in his navy uniform but with longer hair, and i was jsut so excited that he actually came like he said he would... i was just happy. i jumped on him like a second later, and then we just hungout for awhile. it was all so amazingly great... and tehn i wokeup. and remembered that he didnt come. because he dosnt care enough. lol.
the other was like Scrubs. I was alot like elliot on it, and it was just, we were all messing around and having alot of fun. life was good, and being a doctor not only helped people, but it was really enjoyable. and of course i wokeup thinking, thats really what i should do. i should be a doctor and try to save people. but then i remembered that as soon as i lost my first patient, i wud almost die myself... it was confusing. and all in all i still dont know what i want to be... or do with my life.
>> and then there was today. work was the best day possibly ever. me and brian really hit it off. hes just fun to talk to. hes got alot of storys, and hes leaving in a month so hes just fun to chill with and not have to worry about anything big happenning. and i got a couple more hours than usual, just 2. working days is pretty cool, but sadly i dont get to anymore because Mrs. Marias redikulous daughter is working during the day instead :P not very happy about that, i was actually thinking i was gonna get more hours than usual, but nooooooo. now i have to get back to getting another job, prolly at teh bowling alley, but id rather work somewhere that id enjoy. guess it dosnt matter all to much since we're looking into moving so much.
as for moving, i wont anything for sure till february i think. i just want to know if we are or not. i guess im ok either way, but im realyl sick of not knowing. ya i am aware im not all that in charge of my life but whatever.
cant wait to get out of here either. home life is more than sucking currently and i just cant take it rite now. well i guess thats a liie, i can take it and i have to till i finally get to leave in like january.
and thats my update.
i like a couple people, but i doubt anything is gonna happen. i really want a valentine, but whatever, not pushing it anymore. lol.
i've been writing a ton of lyrics lately... ill have to see how they turn out. i might post them, but they kinda suck since its jsut what ive done while at work. lol. oh well.