Fall for you
Title: Fall for you
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst... It probably fails a bit.
Pairing: JaeMin
Summary: Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Disclaimer: I don't own the characters, nor the lyrics of 'fall for you' by secondhand seronade.
A/N: This is my very first songfic, so... yeah.
* * *
The best thing 'bout tonight's that we're not fighting
This fight has gone on for too long hyung...
Could it be that we have been this way before
I can't remember us not fighting... It used to be a joke- 'one touch'. I wish this was a joke, then you could come back... but jokes shouldn't be this painful, should they?
I know you don't think that I am trying
You're probably still saying that Yunho-hyung and I don't do anything for the group, and how can he be a good leader when he doesn't even stand up for what's right? I'm beginning to believe you now. It's hard to call someone 'hyung' when you seem to have them crying themselves to sleep in your arms every night, let alone leader. He's broken hyung. I don't know how to fix him.
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But this shouldn't just be about me should it? I'm sure you're not that much better- things just aren't getting better are they? I have to say, from the pictures I've seen you aren't healthy. Do you still drink when you're depressed hyung? Do you eat properly? Why don't you take care of yourself? Should I break into your apartment and force you to eat? What am I saying- I don't even know where you live.
But hold your breath
Just a bit longer right hyung? Keep the faith eternally?
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Did you know that I love you? I never confessed- you always just shooed me away. Do you love me? Or are you just going with the fans on YunJae? I know you're not straight, I know those 'girlfriends' when we were all still together were actually your sisters. I can tell when other people go through my gay porn- which might I say I don't watch as much any more?
Over again
It'll be over again hyung- I convinced myself that I didn't love you any more for a while. But we'll be watching you tonight, Yunho and I, it's as close to seeing you in real life as we can get. Put on a good concert alright?
Don't make me change my mind
Yunho said to give up. I really don't want to, but if you say to I will. I never could disobey you.
Or I won't live to see another day
I don't see why I should. You're my sun, and what day is complete without the sun?
I swear it's true
Don't laugh at me. I love you, I need you at least to believe me...
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
I didn't even find you, we were fated to be together.
You're impossible to find
You're harder to find than a needle in a hay stack.
- - -
This is not what I intended
Why did I do this? I only wanted to help you, and everyone else... How am I supposed to help you when I'm practically forbidden from speaking to you? The closest I can get is the front row of one of your concerts. You've changed, you're so mature now. I almost couldn't recognise you when you came on stage. I have to say, my love still hasn't changed... How can I look passed your beautiful eyes? Your emotions are always displayed on your face. You probably think I love Yunho... I think I did for a while, but maybe it was just lust. Of course, I could never tell you this, you were always too young and innocent. The closest I could come to you was a one touch... Are you still innocent?
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
It seems I just can't keep myself together these days... I'm a vase lying broken on the floor, waiting for you to come pick up my pieces.
You always thought that I was stronger
I don't know why you thought that. Did I never show you my insecurities? Were they only there when I didn't have your protective eyes on me? Is that why I can't hide them any more? I need you around.
I may have failed
I certainly haven't won anything recently. Although, I wouldn't be surprised if I had earned your hatred... I certainly have my own. I guess I'd rather not admit to having won that though.
But I have loved you from the start
It must have been the start, ever since I first saw you. I guess I could only 'love' Yunho until I met you. Have you ever heard of love at first sight? I didn't believe in it until I met you.
But hold your breath
But maybe not... I don't know how long this will continue for, it's already been two years since I've spoken to you... what if there are another two years of this pain ahead of us? I don't think you can hold your breath for that long Changmin.
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
For the next two years if that's how long this has to go on for... I'll love you from tonight.
Over again
Forever and always... but even love had to take a vacation... when the pain becomes too much and alcohol just can't numb your sorrows any more, that's when love leaves. But it comes back.
Don't make me change my mind
I'm stubborn. This is my decision, and I'm sorry if you don't like that but I can't see a reason to change.
Or I wont live to see another day
When the darkness takes over, what is there to see? The stars won't be there when it's just black paint.
I swear it's true
I can't deny this. I won't even try.
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're one in a million. I can't be bothered trying to find another when perfection is just there. I'll never find better than you.
It's impossible
Never say never? I just did. I'll say it again- I'll never find better than you.
- - -
So breathe in so deep
Hold on tight, the reality sinks in here.
Breathe me in
Take it all... When is your next chance going to be?
I'm yours to keep
Hide me from the world. I'm yours, say that you love me... please
- - -
And hold onto your words
Don't say something that will ruin my artificial bliss.
'Coz talk is cheap
This moment can't be made better by words.
And remember me tonight
Forever.
When you're asleep
Because we can't be together in this harsh reality, let the dreams take over. Be mine, even just for one night.
- - -
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
- - -
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst... It probably fails a bit.
Pairing: JaeMin
Summary: Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Disclaimer: I don't own the characters, nor the lyrics of 'fall for you' by secondhand seronade.
A/N: This is my very first songfic, so... yeah.
* * *
The best thing 'bout tonight's that we're not fighting
This fight has gone on for too long hyung...
Could it be that we have been this way before
I can't remember us not fighting... It used to be a joke- 'one touch'. I wish this was a joke, then you could come back... but jokes shouldn't be this painful, should they?
I know you don't think that I am trying
You're probably still saying that Yunho-hyung and I don't do anything for the group, and how can he be a good leader when he doesn't even stand up for what's right? I'm beginning to believe you now. It's hard to call someone 'hyung' when you seem to have them crying themselves to sleep in your arms every night, let alone leader. He's broken hyung. I don't know how to fix him.
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But this shouldn't just be about me should it? I'm sure you're not that much better- things just aren't getting better are they? I have to say, from the pictures I've seen you aren't healthy. Do you still drink when you're depressed hyung? Do you eat properly? Why don't you take care of yourself? Should I break into your apartment and force you to eat? What am I saying- I don't even know where you live.
But hold your breath
Just a bit longer right hyung? Keep the faith eternally?
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Did you know that I love you? I never confessed- you always just shooed me away. Do you love me? Or are you just going with the fans on YunJae? I know you're not straight, I know those 'girlfriends' when we were all still together were actually your sisters. I can tell when other people go through my gay porn- which might I say I don't watch as much any more?
Over again
It'll be over again hyung- I convinced myself that I didn't love you any more for a while. But we'll be watching you tonight, Yunho and I, it's as close to seeing you in real life as we can get. Put on a good concert alright?
Don't make me change my mind
Yunho said to give up. I really don't want to, but if you say to I will. I never could disobey you.
Or I won't live to see another day
I don't see why I should. You're my sun, and what day is complete without the sun?
I swear it's true
Don't laugh at me. I love you, I need you at least to believe me...
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
I didn't even find you, we were fated to be together.
You're impossible to find
You're harder to find than a needle in a hay stack.
- - -
This is not what I intended
Why did I do this? I only wanted to help you, and everyone else... How am I supposed to help you when I'm practically forbidden from speaking to you? The closest I can get is the front row of one of your concerts. You've changed, you're so mature now. I almost couldn't recognise you when you came on stage. I have to say, my love still hasn't changed... How can I look passed your beautiful eyes? Your emotions are always displayed on your face. You probably think I love Yunho... I think I did for a while, but maybe it was just lust. Of course, I could never tell you this, you were always too young and innocent. The closest I could come to you was a one touch... Are you still innocent?
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
It seems I just can't keep myself together these days... I'm a vase lying broken on the floor, waiting for you to come pick up my pieces.
You always thought that I was stronger
I don't know why you thought that. Did I never show you my insecurities? Were they only there when I didn't have your protective eyes on me? Is that why I can't hide them any more? I need you around.
I may have failed
I certainly haven't won anything recently. Although, I wouldn't be surprised if I had earned your hatred... I certainly have my own. I guess I'd rather not admit to having won that though.
But I have loved you from the start
It must have been the start, ever since I first saw you. I guess I could only 'love' Yunho until I met you. Have you ever heard of love at first sight? I didn't believe in it until I met you.
But hold your breath
But maybe not... I don't know how long this will continue for, it's already been two years since I've spoken to you... what if there are another two years of this pain ahead of us? I don't think you can hold your breath for that long Changmin.
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
For the next two years if that's how long this has to go on for... I'll love you from tonight.
Over again
Forever and always... but even love had to take a vacation... when the pain becomes too much and alcohol just can't numb your sorrows any more, that's when love leaves. But it comes back.
Don't make me change my mind
I'm stubborn. This is my decision, and I'm sorry if you don't like that but I can't see a reason to change.
Or I wont live to see another day
When the darkness takes over, what is there to see? The stars won't be there when it's just black paint.
I swear it's true
I can't deny this. I won't even try.
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're one in a million. I can't be bothered trying to find another when perfection is just there. I'll never find better than you.
It's impossible
Never say never? I just did. I'll say it again- I'll never find better than you.
- - -
So breathe in so deep
Hold on tight, the reality sinks in here.
Breathe me in
Take it all... When is your next chance going to be?
I'm yours to keep
Hide me from the world. I'm yours, say that you love me... please
- - -
And hold onto your words
Don't say something that will ruin my artificial bliss.
'Coz talk is cheap
This moment can't be made better by words.
And remember me tonight
Forever.
When you're asleep
Because we can't be together in this harsh reality, let the dreams take over. Be mine, even just for one night.
- - -
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
- - -
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find