"He who makes a beast out of himself..gets rid of the pain of being a man..."

[shadowknight42]

I no longer know what to do...I've tried to just get over it...I've tried hard. I want to just give up...go away. I can't take this pain in my heart. I guess I'm finally broken. I'm tired but can't sleep. I'm hungry but I have no appetite. I'm lonely...and have no one to love. I've always said...I wasn't dumb enough to commit suicide...but

Comments

[myng_rabbyt]

There's a difference between losing the people that care about you and rejecting their concern and love

[soul_of_galatea]

Chin up buddy, and remember to try to look outside yourself. Dwelling on your feelings too much will only magnify them. Theres more to life than this, maybe its time you looked up and saw it with open and fresh eyes. In the end its your decision my friend...you can decide to pull yourself up and out of this hole and move forward in your life. We, your friends, can't pull you out, especially when some of us are sinking into our own holes. Whatever you chose we will be waiting here for you.

[some_kat]

Fine, Eric.

You want to know what's going on in my life? Then I'll let you look, then tell me how "cruel" I am.

This is not an invitation for you to be rude to me in my own journal. Think whatever you like, but I ask that you keep it to yourself.

[shadowknight42]

Look I don't want to be rude, feel hatred or anything negative toward you.
Yes, I would like to know what's going on Allison...and I wanted to know then because I wanted to try and be part of your life because I truly loved you and that's why I'm taking this so hard. If this is an invitation to be friended...then yes, and I'll hold my tongue. I will probably be adding salt to my wounds, but what can I say...I'm a hopeless fool.