Long time no see
I'm back ........ have you missed me at all?
Thanks to Bound2Glory I now have a computer that not only works, but works well. It's been quite a while since I've been able to rely on the darn thing. Of course, as soon as it worked again I got on line and downloaded some music, completely used up my available download data allowance and have had the connection speed cut in turn - bother bum poop~!! Time to upgrade to unlimited download plan methinks. That's what I get for being greedy (but the music is great~!!!!!)
I've had my first night out at a bondage club called Hush and thoroughly enjoyed both it and the company of curlygrrrl, Naked_wrat and Lavanderbozz. Shocking admission time - I am seriously turned on by the bondage scene and love having my delicate self used in ways many would be offended by. For that reason I won't be discussing such things here in future, but I wanted you to know what i have been up to.
OK, lets get down to catch ups.
Trish is STILL in hospital. The latest proposed release date is next Monday the 18th of July, almost 9 weeks after her admission. We're hopeful she'll get out on that day but, after all the disappointments we've had, nothing at all would surprise us and it's just as likely to be put off again. Because she will be very restricted in her movements and walking ability for months we have been forced to return the beautiful cats Candy and Chrissie to their previous home. I'm bloody hurt by this as I had really begun to connect with them and they were responding to me and being very friendly, but whereas I can lock the dogs outside during the day I couldn't do that to cats, so I could see the Occupational Therapist's point. On the other side of the ledger though, a dear friend who has kust moved house has had to part with her children's beloved 4 year old Maltese/Shitzu Buffy, because there was just nowhere for the poor thing to be. The children asked if Buffy could live with us because they knew I would love him (cause I already do) and they could come and visit him and he would have other dogs to play with. Of course I said yes, so he arrived today and has settled in well.
I'm getting stronger and healthier almost every day. The remission of the Leukemia continues and the Glandular Fever is steadily easing and no longer a real issue - it just makes me a little more easily tired than I otherwise would be. I've been meeting a host of lovely new folk (hi there Asimont looking forward to seeing you again on Friday for that massage) and generally enjoying life a great deal more than I have in quite a while. Getting Trish home with me will make things even better. Hockey has been great although I've reinjured the shoulder I had rebuilt last July and I'm afraid I may have broken one of the wires or dislodged one or more of the screws. It's settled down a lot since I did the damage but training tomorrow night will be the first real test for it - I'll know it's "gone" or not the first time I dive on it - if it is, it will dislocate. If it's gone a little it will subluxate. If it's just strained it will only hurt like all hades. I'll let you know how I go.
My sexual love life continues to blossom and grow into something more incredible than I could ever have dreamed it could be. Sex is far, far, far better than I ever dared dream and it is getting better and more incredible each time, as I relax and learn to listen to and heed the rhythms of my body. The words "multiple orgasm" aren't just words to me now, and the experience of an orgasm so shattering that it is impossible to know wheteher it is pleasure or pain and leaves you gasping and desperately trying to hang on to consciousness is a gift I pray to the Goddess every woman experiences (I'm sorry guys but, from what I know, you guys just don't feel orgasm the same way - if I'm wrong in this please feel free to correct me. What would I know anyway?)
Spiritually, I've begun some new explorations of Her paths that are already proving to be fascinating and a source of real personal growth. Once again I won't discuss too much of that here as it is intensely personal and, frankly, not of any interest to most of you. I'll share any great insights as I receive them. This is a far more meaningful and important step for me than I'm making it sound here, but I guess at the end of the day it is only truly meaningful to me and to Her so I'll try not to bore you with it here.
End of novel folks - I'll speak with you all soon.
Thanks to Bound2Glory I now have a computer that not only works, but works well. It's been quite a while since I've been able to rely on the darn thing. Of course, as soon as it worked again I got on line and downloaded some music, completely used up my available download data allowance and have had the connection speed cut in turn - bother bum poop~!! Time to upgrade to unlimited download plan methinks. That's what I get for being greedy (but the music is great~!!!!!)
I've had my first night out at a bondage club called Hush and thoroughly enjoyed both it and the company of curlygrrrl, Naked_wrat and Lavanderbozz. Shocking admission time - I am seriously turned on by the bondage scene and love having my delicate self used in ways many would be offended by. For that reason I won't be discussing such things here in future, but I wanted you to know what i have been up to.
OK, lets get down to catch ups.
Trish is STILL in hospital. The latest proposed release date is next Monday the 18th of July, almost 9 weeks after her admission. We're hopeful she'll get out on that day but, after all the disappointments we've had, nothing at all would surprise us and it's just as likely to be put off again. Because she will be very restricted in her movements and walking ability for months we have been forced to return the beautiful cats Candy and Chrissie to their previous home. I'm bloody hurt by this as I had really begun to connect with them and they were responding to me and being very friendly, but whereas I can lock the dogs outside during the day I couldn't do that to cats, so I could see the Occupational Therapist's point. On the other side of the ledger though, a dear friend who has kust moved house has had to part with her children's beloved 4 year old Maltese/Shitzu Buffy, because there was just nowhere for the poor thing to be. The children asked if Buffy could live with us because they knew I would love him (cause I already do) and they could come and visit him and he would have other dogs to play with. Of course I said yes, so he arrived today and has settled in well.
I'm getting stronger and healthier almost every day. The remission of the Leukemia continues and the Glandular Fever is steadily easing and no longer a real issue - it just makes me a little more easily tired than I otherwise would be. I've been meeting a host of lovely new folk (hi there Asimont looking forward to seeing you again on Friday for that massage) and generally enjoying life a great deal more than I have in quite a while. Getting Trish home with me will make things even better. Hockey has been great although I've reinjured the shoulder I had rebuilt last July and I'm afraid I may have broken one of the wires or dislodged one or more of the screws. It's settled down a lot since I did the damage but training tomorrow night will be the first real test for it - I'll know it's "gone" or not the first time I dive on it - if it is, it will dislocate. If it's gone a little it will subluxate. If it's just strained it will only hurt like all hades. I'll let you know how I go.
My sexual love life continues to blossom and grow into something more incredible than I could ever have dreamed it could be. Sex is far, far, far better than I ever dared dream and it is getting better and more incredible each time, as I relax and learn to listen to and heed the rhythms of my body. The words "multiple orgasm" aren't just words to me now, and the experience of an orgasm so shattering that it is impossible to know wheteher it is pleasure or pain and leaves you gasping and desperately trying to hang on to consciousness is a gift I pray to the Goddess every woman experiences (I'm sorry guys but, from what I know, you guys just don't feel orgasm the same way - if I'm wrong in this please feel free to correct me. What would I know anyway?)
Spiritually, I've begun some new explorations of Her paths that are already proving to be fascinating and a source of real personal growth. Once again I won't discuss too much of that here as it is intensely personal and, frankly, not of any interest to most of you. I'll share any great insights as I receive them. This is a far more meaningful and important step for me than I'm making it sound here, but I guess at the end of the day it is only truly meaningful to me and to Her so I'll try not to bore you with it here.
End of novel folks - I'll speak with you all soon.