Dec 03, 2005 09:33
Ok. Let's see . . . Let's start with "John", the guy I kissed after the CRHS/OHS game. Nice, a friend, a possible hook-up buddy, but that's it. Number two: boy I have liked all year and before: his girlfriend broke up with him, he went with another girl (who was not me), now he's back with his girlfriend. He is so nice to me when we see each other. We don't go to the same school, but other things bring us together. He is SOOO nice to me when we see each other. But I just think this is not going anywhere. I really think that he just sees me as a friend. If I am honest with myself, I have to say that he is nice to me just because he is nice and like me as a friend, nothing more.
Which brings us to the real question: should I go back with my old boyfriend? We've been broken up maybe two or three months, since the beginning of school. We go to different schools, which is hard. But we talk a lot on the phone, we've seen each other a few times. Things were really good with him for a long time, but I don't know . . . stuff got in the way. But I still love him. But everybody says that it doens't work to get back together. Is that true??? What do they mean, "It doesn't work?" I'm not looking for the life partner here quite yet. If you love each other, can't it work??? "Love conquers all" right?
We always had a lot of . . . strong feelings between us, if you get what I mean. If we get back together, AND I'm turning 16 in January, well, I hate to be a cliche but you know whwat might happen! Ok, more than might.